Laro ng Tadhana - JaDine Fanfic

Chapter 34: Memories

That night, Kelly knew how painful I was feeling. I cried beside her while she was awkwardly comforting me. Damn! My heart hurts and I feel like I couldn't breath.

"Mahal ko siya eh!" Sigaw ko kay Kelly habang umiiyak.

"Girl, malay mo naman ay kaibigan niya lang yun!" Sabi niya.

"Kaibigan? He would've call already!" I answered and continued crying.

"Intay pa tayo. If he doesn't call tonight, I declare him as asshole of the year." Kelly commented.

"He's not an asshole!" I defended.

"Says you who keeps on crying." Kelly whined.

I was waiting for the call. Yes, I am still waiting! I am willing to look stupid because of him! Tama nga ang kasabihan na, pag natamaan ka na ng pag-ibig, nagiging tanga ka! While waiting, Kelly gave me a pint of Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream to ease the pain I was feeling. Damn, I look horrible while eating the ice cream because of my swollen eyes and red nose. Kelly was laughing at me!

Siyempre ay hindi ko pa sinabi kila Kuya, Daddy, at Mommy. They would be devastated like me! Grabe ang tiwala na binigay nila kay James at ginawa niya ito sa akin.

"Gosh, Nadz! Gandang ganda ako sa'yo at akala ko ay wala kang araw na magmumukha kang panget pero dumating na 'yung araw na 'iyon!" Kelly said laughing.

"Kelly, you're not helping!" I said madly.

"Girl, tahan na kasi. He would call, unless the girl won't tell him." Kelly said and shrugged her arms.

"Hindi! He has no time and bakit naman sasabihin ng babae? Hindi ko pa siya nakikita pero alam ko na may nararamdaman siya para kay James! If you just heard her flirtatious voice! God, I wanted to end the call but I won't be a rude girlfriend! I mean, ex-girlfriend!" I said.

"Bakit hindi mo ba sinabi na ikaw iyong girlfriend?" Kelly asked while eating a spoonful.

"It's fucking useless! It doesn't make sense even if I say it! The thing here is, nagdala siya ng babae sa condo niya, girlfriend calls and the girl in his condo speaks that she is the girlfriend!" I answered.

"Ngayon lang kita narinig magmura. I thought you were the girl-"

"I'm fucking mad, hurting, and broken! I have the right to cuss!" I said angrily.

"Wow, the emotions you've build up together." She commented.

"You'll experience this because of Enzo! I'm telling you that already! Fucking boys! Hindi makuntento sa isa!" I bitterly complained.

"Sana naman hindi, bes." I heard her whisper.

"Fucking boys! They are all the same! I'm telling you, Kelly! They. Are. All. The. Same." Giit ko.

Damn, I'm so mad. Hindi ko rin mailabas kay Kath ito dahil baka sabihin niya kay Dj and Dj would run to James and beat him up! I don't want to ruin their friendship! Even though he deserves to be beaten up!

"Grabe na ang pagkabitter mo." Kelly said.

"Ugh! It's because it's the first time I've been in love at grabe pa ang sakit na makukuha ko doon! Lord, masama ba magmahal?!" I ranted.