Chapter 35

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I look in the mirror to see a little girl which bright red eyes, dark circles under her eyes and more tears stream down her face. That girl is me. I didn't sleep at all last night, Uriah had his arms around me the whole time.
It's Monday which means school. School. A different type of hell.
There's actually many types of hell!
The one which people choose to believe or not that the devil roams.
The school type of hell, draining all the energy from inside of you.
There's the hell I'm feeling now, the pain and hell of knowing all your family is dead and they are never coming back.
Uriah walks into the bathroom and wraps his arms around my waist.
"You don't have to go to school." Uriah tells me, concerned.
"Yes I do. It's what he would of wanted." I say truthfully. He nods and walks out to let the girls come in.
"Time for makeup, hair and outfit." Christina tries to lighten up the mood.
"Why? I don't need to look presentable." I sigh.
"Do you really want everyone giving you pity looks because they can see your tear stained face?" Lynn's right. I don't want pity looks. I don't need pity looks.
I've been through this before and I can't handle it again.
Lynn and Shauna go to my closet and choose an out fit.
Marlene does my hair and Chris does my makeup.
Once they're done I look in the mirror again. Shauna and Lynn choose maroon skinny jeans, a hoodie that says 'cute but psycho', a black infinity scarf, my maroon Nike Air Max and and maroon backpack.
Half my hair is up in a messy bun with the rest of my hair straightened.
For my makeup Chris gave me a natural look with red lips, she made sure that my eyes weren't red and you couldn't see the bags under my eyes or the stains from my tears.
"Ready?" The girls ask and I nod. The gang all stayed over again so we are taking my jeep to school.
We head down in the elevator and see the boys making waffles.
"Who's hungry?" Zeke smiles goofily. The girls all race to the table as I walk behind.
"How many?" Four asks when he's about to serve me.
"None thanks.I'm not that hungry." I shake my head. The gang eyes me suspiciously but don't say anything.
"Let's go guys!" I say once they have all finished breakfast. We all hop in my jeep, Uriah driving.
Uriah grabs my hand as we walk into school. I do see some people give me looks of pity but I just ignore them.
I ignore everyone around me until Lauren and Nita come up.
"Hey slut." Lauren sneers.
"Oh Lauren you wouldn't want to make her upset, her brother just died." Nita says sarcastically.  Great, they know  my weak spot.
"Ooh I wonder what happened." Lauren turns to Nita as if I'm not there.
"I bet he committed suicide. I would if I was him, having a sister as pathetic as her."
I start to walk away but Lauren just has to say something.
"Yeah run away crying to your mummy and daddy!" She yells and everyone turns their heads towards us.
"They're dead!!!" I snap, turn around and slap Lauren.
"You wanna know about me? Huh?" I yell getting even more people attention.
"I have done nothing to you!" My face gets red with anger and tears cloud my vision.
"All my family is dead! I have no one except my friends!" I let the tears run down my face.
"And I don't need to you telling me why or how my brother died. Cause he was murdered." I get lean in close to their faces.
"Caleb was the last family I had and now he's gone. So go fuck another guy cause I don't need your bullshit." With that I walk away quickly with tears pouring out of my eyes, lucky Chris used waterproof makeup.
I can't stand everyone looking at me so I start running.

*Timelapse brought by Allegiant*

Lauren and Nita haven't bothered me since this morning. I didn't eat at lunch which the gang wasn't too glad about.
"Tris, come over." Tori says before music starts.
"Yes Tori?" I ask, hoping I'm not in trouble.
"Are you okay?" Tori asks, fully concerned. I nod, tears coming into my version but I blink them away.
"If you need anything you can always come to me!" She smiles.
"Thank you." I walk back to my seat and wrap my arms around Uri.
"Afternoon class!" Tori starts class as soon as everyone's in.
"Who would like to sing today?" She asks. I raise my hand and she nods to me. I give Uri a kiss on the cheek and walk to the stage.

Tris singing ⬇️ Ignore all the talking!!

I scream and run into the hallway, tears and more tears rushing down my face. I sit against the locker and feel someone sit next to me.
"I can't do this anymore!" I scream and sob. I look next to me and realise Tori is sitting there. She wraps her arms around me as I sit there and sob my soul out.
"I can't do this anymore." I say and sob quietly.
"I know it's hard now but you will get through this." I just sit and listen as Tori speaks. She's the most caring teacher I've ever had.
"I had a brother, George, he died when I was 20." Wow.
"I'm sorry. How?" I croak.
"People say suicide but I knew him better. So no one really knows." I nod my head a little to tell her I understand.
"I can't go back in there." I shake my head.
"I can't stand all the looks they will give me." My sobs turn into hiccups.
"That's fine. Do you want me to call Uriah out? I can excuse you from the rest of your classes."
"Yes please." She gets up and heads back into the classroom. A few seconds later Uri comes out.
"Let's go home." He says as he picks me up.

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