We Found Love (A Uris Story)///COMPLETED

Chapter 37

I feel like the blade is torturing me, every second, every minute. I feel like it's calling my name, waiting for the pain to be over.
Uriah had to go home today so it was my only chance. I walk into the bathroom and dig through my draws, finally finding it. The end of my pain.
The blade digs into my wrist as I let out a wince because I haven't done it in a while.
Once I'm finished, I have 30 new cuts, 15 on each wrist.
Something floats through my mind, I just broke another promised. I promised Uri I wouldn't go this far but I'm not that strong. I'm not strong at all.
With tears blurring my vision I head done to Caleb's level, deciding it was time to sort his things out.
First, I start with his school stuff (I picked up the stuff in his dorm the other day). Mum and dad made him keep everything as they were always so proud of him. I keep his school stuff as I know that's what mum and dad would of wanted.
Second, his computer and phone (police gave me them back the other day). Caleb put a password in both but I knew them. I started looking through his documents when something caught my eye. A file named "Parents 911". What is this?
I click on it but he's set a password for it. I've try 10 different things but nothing works, I then try murder. Holy shit, it worked! It might be an invade of privacy but it's not like anyone can stop me. In the file there are a lot of different documents. I look through every one and discover some type of police investigation.
He was trying to find out who killed my parents.
The next document is the final one. The only thing in it is a name.
Jack Mitchell (made up name)
Panic rising from the pit of my stomach. I quickly grab my phone and ring Uriah.
"Uriah! Uriah!" I panic.
"Tris, what's wrong?" I hear the panic in his voice.
"Just come to my house, quickly." My breath quickens as I find it hard to breath.
"Babe, I'm coming. I'm gonna stay on the phone until I get there." I don't respond.
I hear his car start as he starts talking again.
"Tris calm down. What's wrong?"
"Can't...breath!" It's feels like two hands are around my throat, suffocating me.
Tears blur my vision as the corner of my eyes start to go black.
"Are the corner of you ur eyes starting to go black?" He asks.
"Ye yes yes." I stutter.
"Tris, I think your having a panic attack. I'm a minute away, stay with me." PANIC ATTACK?! Half my vision is black. I take one strangled breathe before everything goes back and I'm out.

Bright light surrounds me but I'm not in my bedroom with the morning light coming through. Everything is bright white, I've never been here before.
"Bea." A voice says that I would recognise anywhere. Mum.
Three shadows start walking towards me. Where am I? As they walk closer I see that they're Mum, dad and Caleb. Am I dead?
I run towards them with my arms open, giving them each a hug. Tears run down my face as many questions run through my head.
"I missed you." I whisper.
"We missed you too." Dad says.
"Am I dead?" I ask. They all shake their heads.
"No. Honey you had a panic attack which made you black out, you need to decide whether to wake up or die." Mum sounds serious, God I missed her.
"What about Uri? I can't leave him!" I shake my head at even the thought, I love him too much to say goodbye.
"You need to live Bea." Caleb finally says something.
"Caleb what was that file on your computer? Why do you have it?" Sadness fills his eyes as he looks at the ground.
"I've been trying to find out who murdered our parents for a while and that's what got me killed." I nod, understanding.
"You must delete that file, I don't want you getting hurt." He instructs me.
"I can't just sit there everyday knowing who killed you!!" I yell.
"You must!" He yells. My eyes widen, he's only yelled at me like that once or twice. I nod.
"You must go back now." Dad's voice is soft and kind.
"How?"
"Close your eyes and then open them again." Mum answers.
"What if I don't wanna say goodbye?" Tears prickle my eyes again.
"We will always be there, just not physically." I give them all one last hug and then close my eyes.

It's dark when I open my eyes again. The first thing I see is Uriah's chocolate brown eyes that I adore. As soon as he sees me, relief floods his eyes. His arms wrap around my body as I wrap mine around him.
"I'm so glad you're okay." He sighs in relief.
"I love you." I say.
"I love you more!"
"Impossible." I smash my lips with his and he gladly returns the kiss. We break apart for air, I rest my head into his neck and breathe in his scent. He makes me feel safe.
I realise this is where I want to be, here in Uri's arms and comfort everyday for the rest of my life.