Help Me (Peterick AU) [COMPLETED]

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Patrick's POV

Pete wakes me up in the morning by kissing below my ear and dragging his tongue down to my collarbone as I wake up. His lips keep working softly at the bare skin as my hands slide up to hold his hair as he does. It feels really good and Pete's teeth occasionally catch against my skin making me moan every time.

Dr Williams probably wouldn't mind too much that we're together right now but it'd be a very good thing. To shut myself up I grab the corner of his sheet and shove it in my mouth to muffle my moans.

Pete's mouth is amazing so when his lips slip up towards mine I let the sheet go and pull him close to me. He squeaks when I grab his hips, giving me access to his mouth again as I push my tongue against his and roll on top of him. One of my hands braces against his hip and the other links with his hand and pins it down by his head to steady myself. Pete's other hand wraps around my neck holding me to the kiss, deepening it every time I even think about pulling away.

We kiss until my lips are going numb and I'm out of breath so I have to pull away to kiss Pete's forehead "You're so good at that, you're amazing baby". I kiss his forehead again and squeeze his hip as I smile down at the beautiful boy under me. Pete smiles back but steadily gets more flustered and his eyes soon full of tears. When I try to touch his shoulder he recoils from me and a tear falls down his face.

Immediately I get off him and gently put a hand on his shoulder "Sweetheart did I do something?" Pete frantically shakes his head and stutters out "I... I just... I just got scared, I'm sorry so please don't be mad. You're good to me, I know you would never hurt me but..."

Pete's so nervous and upset so I gently run a hand through his hair and try to comfort him "I understand angel it's ok, you trust me but terrible things have happened to you so of course you're scared. I'd never be mad at you for having trauma and finding these things hard, just tell me what I can do"

Pete lets me lie back with him and put a gentle hand on his hip then sighs "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't get upset but saying no is so hard and you were on top of me, I got scared. I love kissing you but it felt like you wanted more, like you expected more from me and were going to just take it from me"

I automatically feel so terrible because I didn't even think about how that'd scare him. I was so into kissing him and just wanted to get as close as possible but I wasn't thinking. Of course me climbing on top of him and pinning him down would terrify him, if I thought about it I'd know instantly.

With a grown I throw my head back on Pete's pillow and cover my face "I'm so sorry my love, I wasn't even thinking, I'd never hurt you. I promise I don't want anything new or scary from you, I just want to be here with you and love you"

With a shaky breath he kisses me gently again and tugs on my wrist "Let's keep going then, I can't have sex but other things don't count".

Just kissing roughly freaked him out before so I really don't know what he means by other things but it seems bad. There's no way I want to hurt him anymore so I shake my head "Nothing sexual babe, let's just be here together and love each other, let me make him happy"

I think I might have upset him by turning him down again so I take his waist and pull him over to straddle me. I sink into his pillows and my arms go around his waist as I let him take the lead.

Pete seems nervous at first but eventually leans down to kiss me then everything seems natural. When he pulls away I immediately go in for his neck, placing soft kisses on the warm skin. As he sinks into that I very slowly let my hands slip under his shirt, hoping it's not too far. He seems completely fine with it so I keep kissing as I run my hands over all the warm skin I can reach.