Help Me (Peterick AU) [COMPLETED]

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Pete's POV

I spend the next morning with Patrick because Ryan has a college lecture and it's really nice. Brendon occasionally shows up just to look like he's doing his job but me and Patrick spend most of the day in bed.

I'd happily stay here all day but eventually I drag myself out of bed, sadly away from Patrick. I have to go talk to Dr Williams for a while so I leave Patrick with Brendon, apparently texting some friend of Brendon's.

With Dr Williams I tell her what a mess I was yesterday which seems to make her very sad. She tells me mostly the same things Patrick told me about the relationship being good for me and to not stress about sex. Her and Patrick keep telling me that so I guess I should listen even if I still kind of believe the bad things.

I know Patrick's good for me and he loves me so I just need to give him as much as possible. If I can make things so beautiful and romantic and perfect then he won't even think about sexual things. Doing that will be so much easier than always stressing about things I can never do so I've made up my mind about that.

When I get back to my room Brendon's in bed with Patrick. They're both laughing at something on Brendon's phone so I sit at the end of Patrick's bed to wait for them to finish. Brendon's phone bings and they both scream with laughter and collapse against each other. With a look over at me Brendon jumps up, whispering something to Patrick before running off.

Once he leaves I can crawl in bed with Patrick and kiss the side of his neck, feeling slightly nervous. I whisper that I love Patrick and he immediately says it back before relaxing back on the bed "Me and Bren were talking to a dude we met on our day out, the dirty talk and stupidity is really funny"

I'm even more nervous now because I don't know what they were doing. They both have boyfriends so why would they be doing naughty things with another guy? I know I'm not good with relationships and don't have much experience but I didn't think people did that.

Patrick must see how confused I look because he pecks the top of my head "It's just some fun babe, it's not a big deal, Bren likes talking and flirting and I just find it funny"

I'm still worried but Patrick seems to calm about it. He's not trying to hide anything or seeming ashamed but it still feels wrong to me. While Patrick gets comfortable I cling closer to him, trying to keep him thinking about me and not another guy "I can talk dirty too, I can flirt and be naughty and fun, I can do it too I promise"

That makes Patrick laugh but when he sees how serious I look he looks shocked "You're serious? Babe I don't want that, me and Bren are just messing around but I want more than that for you. You're way too cute and innocent for that shit and I'd like to think you're more romantic than that anyway"

He seems convinced about this so I hesitantly let the subject drop. Maybe I can bring it up to Ryan tomorrow and he can explain it again. He's always been good about explaining things I don't understand and he never makes me feel bad for being innocent.

Me and Patrick stay in bed a while longer and Patrick smothers me in love. Even though he seems to think it's silly he must see that I'm a little upset and he does perfect at cheering me up.

Eventually Patrick ends up on top of me with his tongue in my mouth. Over time I've gotten used to him dominating me and getting on top of me so now I love it. It's so different from anyone before because it smothers me in love not fear. When he's on top of me all I can feel and see and taste is him which is the best feeling ever.

Before we can do very much though Brendon's back, banging through the door as loud and obnoxious as always. He jumps on the end of the bed so Patrick gets off with a sigh and looks at his best friend. Brendon just sticks his tongue out and throws a greasy bag at Patrick "Ryro just got here to take me home and he brought you guys food, enjoy it and don't get in trouble while we're gone"