Unbroken

In the End

(CARTER’S POV)

I couldn’t believe Ash would do such a thing! I watched as Chris walked over to him and it looked like they were arguing.  It was so loud in there that I couldn’t hear a word that they were saying. 

I watched as Chris said something and Ash’s face changed emotions, from confusion to realization to hatred.  I was afraid that they would start fighting until Chris came back over to me and put his arm over my shoulders and led me out.

I ran to the bathroom, grabbing my pajamas on the way.  I locked the door and sat on the toilet lid for the longest time.  I clutched my arms to my chest as the silent sobs shook my whole body.  I reached into my pocket and pulled out my phone, taking the battery cover off and grabbing my blade.  I sat there and drug the blade against the skin where my bracelets normally were.  I sliced until I started to calm.  None of them were too deep, just deep enough to make a pretty good mess. 

I started the shower and climbed in, letting the too hot water burn my body.  I washed my face, hair, and body, trying to scrub the memories away.  Once I had deemed myself disinfected I got out and got dressed.  I pulled on my long Thumper pajama pants and my Transformers tank top. I brushed my hair and threw it into a pony, still wet.  I walked out to the guys after putting my bracelets back on.

Chris came over to me and grabbed my wrist.  I couldn’t stop the yelp that escaped my lips as he touched the brand new cuts.

“Kitty,” he whispered, looking at me.

“I’m sorry, Chrissy,” I whispered back to him, looking down in shame.

I started to cry again.  Chris wrapped me in a hug and took me to the couch next to him.  How could I be so stupid? I trusted Ash.  He basically saved me from my mother.  How could he?

“Chris, paper,” I demanded.  I felt the paper and a pen in my hand and started writing. 

“I trusted you

With my heart

You took it

And snapped it in two

How dare you?!

I trusted you

You stabbed me

In the back!

How dare you

Play me like that!?

We were together

Forever

Or so I thought

You saved me

I saved you

Now I know

What to do

Your ass can forget about me

We’re over

We’re done with

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

I trusted you

So