The Struggle : "Life Of A Teen Dad"

We Need A Break

     Tez'Mir

" Aye babe , come here we need to talk" I told Marshai. " Coming" she yelled walking into the kitchen. "Yes Mir" she said walking over to me. "You know I love you right" I told her. "Yeah I love you too....whats wrong". "I just want to make sure you know" I wrapped my arms around her waist then brought her closer to me. She looked at me like "Boy what you up to?".I laughed at her then kissed her.  She wrapped her arms around me , kissing me back. I picked her up , placing her on the counter top. We havent been doing 'it' for awhile. Marshai is afraid she will get pregnant and loose the baby again. I just want her to be happy , who wants to see their girl depressed? I bit and sucked on her neck while she lightly moaned. "Mir , stop we have to get the baby today" she pushed me off her. Marshai volunteered to get lil Cam while Cameron took China somewhere. She was still upset from what happened at the party. From what I heard Cameron cheated on her. Shaking my damn head , when that lil nigga gone learn? "Ight , I quit" I kissed her cheek , then went upstairs into our bedroom. I put on a pair of grey sweat pants , a white tee and some adidas flip flops. I mean it was Sunday , so I wasnt trying to impress nobody. Plus I'm not going anywhere. Marshai came into the room frowning. "Marshai whats wrong with you" I asked her. "Its just I dont want you to cheat on me since I'm not giving you any". I hugged her "Babe I'm not gone cheat on you , I love you. I understand why your not giving me any and it's fine". She smiled then kissed me. "You good". She nodded her head. "Ight lets go get Cam" I told her. 

"Cam it doesnt matter how sorry you are , your still in the wrong" China yelled at Cam. "China , I'm trying to make it up to you, but your not letting me" Cameon yelled back. China rolled her , putting lil man's shoes on. She handed him to me "Be good mama's baby , I'm gone come get  you later on tonight" she kissed his forehead and he giggled. " Just call me when yaw on yaw way" I told her. She nodded her head. "Ight see yaw" Marshai said. Cameron nodded his head and China waved. "Bye -bye" Lil man said. He is adorable , I wonder what our baby would of been like? 

"Started from the bottom now I'm here , started from the bottom now my whole team fucking here" Marshai sang as we rode home. "Bae this song is old ass hell , do we have to lsten to this" I turned to the next song. "Mir I was listening to that , uggh you make me sick" she pouted. I rolled my eyes and put the song back on. "Big ass baby" I mumbled. "Love youuu" she kissed my cheek. " Mmmmhmmmm". She kissed her teeth. "Hey" lil man said. Marshai turned to him and i looked at him threw the mirror. "Whats up lil man" she asked him. "Juice" he held up his sippy cup. Marshai took it and filled it up with some of his apple juice. "How could people drink that sit , its so nasty" I said. I cant stand apple juice. "Its good , your missing out" Marshai said as she handed lil man back his cup. When we pulled up to the house , cops were surrounding it. What the hell? I parked the car and got out. Marshai grabbed lil man and got out also. I walked up to one of the officers. "Excuse me sir , what happened'. "Somebody called the station saying , they were needed help , they were shot. We headed over as soon as possible but when we showed up nobody was here" he explained to me. "Well , nobody lives here but me and my girlfriend so maybe you have the wrong address" i told him. Marshai walked into the house and screamed. I ran past the cops and ran into the house. The place was trashed. Who in the hell did this? 

Che"Onna 

I wiped the blood from my face and touched my eye that was swelling up. Matayo beat me , because I wouldnt make him any thing to eat. Like really dude? Over some food? I heard Aaliyah whining so I rushed into her room. She held her arms up for me to pick her up. I did and she layed her head on my shoulder playing in my hair. Yup shes sleepy , I dont understand why she fights her sleep sometimes. I walked down stairs into the basement to see if Matayo was still here. He was , and so was some of his friends. I wasnt going to keep living here with him , letting him beat me. "Tayo , I'm staying at my mom's house tonight" I told him. He strugged "I dont give a fuck , why you telling me" he asked taking a hit from a blunt. I rolled my eyes and walked back upstairs. I started to pack ALL my things and Aaliyah's. Fuck him. After I was done , I put the bags inside the trunk of the car. I went back upstairs into the room and got Aaliyah. Taking her outside , i strapped her into her car seat.  

" Mama me and Aaliyah need to come stay with you for a while" I told her. "Okay baby , I just made dinner so hurry before it gets cold". "Okay" I hung up the phone. When I got to my mama's house , she was standing on the porch talking to somebody. I could tell who it was because their back was facing me. I parked my car behind hers and got out , grabbing Aaliyah. I walked onto the porch and my mom broke the attention she was giving the guy. He turned around and I instantly got scared. Why the hell was he here? "Calvin" I said suprised. "His names not Calvin , its Marko" my mother told me. "No ma Marko is dead , this is Calvin. Get the hell away from my house ,and ever come back" I pushed him. I grabbed my mom's hands and pushed her into the house. She took Aaliyah out my arms. "Che what the hell has gotten into you" she asked me. I ignored her looking out the window. Calvin was staring at me. "Fucking weirdo" i said flicking him off. He smiled and mouthed already did. I closed the curtain and sat down on the couch. "Che come and eat" my mama called. I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen. Aaliyah was sittin on my mom's lap as she fed her. I sat down and began to eat. Mama cooked potroast. " So leemi gues , that lil boy tomatoe hit you again thats why your here" my mother said. I laughed "Mama its Matayo and yes he hit me again but I'm done with him" I said honest. 

"MMmhmmm what happened with Cameron , i loved yaw two together much better. He and Aaliyah was the best thing that ever happened to you Che"Onna and you know that" my mother preached. She was right but Cameron is with that hoe China. How dare she take my baby away from me? Who do she think she is? 

"Mama Cameron doesnt want anything to do with me. He has a girlfriend" I told her. "And whose fault is that" she asked. I sighed. "Mama its too late anyway , I dont even love him anymore". "Do you realise that you cant lie to me? Cameron will always have feelings for you , your the mother of his child. All you have to do and get rid of his little hoe he fucking for right now and your all his gain" she told me. "and how in the hell do i get rid of her" i asked confused. "Kill her or something shit , I got rid of yo daddys wife". I looked at her confused. This is where i get my crazyness from.

"Your love is a one in a million. It goes on and on and on. You give me a really good feling on alll dayyy lonnggg" I sang to Aaliyah while i washed her up. She was really tired now and was still fighting it. I dried her off and took her into my old room. I put some baby lotion on her and then her sleeper. She started whining and i gave her her paci. "Come on Aaliyah go to sleep babygirl". I took off my jeans and put on my leggings. I layed down next to Aaliyah and fell alseep. 

China 

Cameron was forever saying sorry to me about what happened. Honestly I dont even care anymore. I just want a break , I think thats whats best for us right about now. He wants to take me to dinner. Sure why not? I'm hungry anyway. 

We were in red robin , just sitting ther not talking. I didnt want to tallk to him. I mean really getting head from her in fron of Aaliyah? Ugh thats so dirty! Why would he cheat though? I thought he loved me and all that other lovey dovey stuff? Why cant i be happy? Why doesnt nobody care about me? My whole life has just been horrible. When I met Cam I thouht he was different , like really. He was so sweet and kind to me. Always took me out and spent the night over my house. But then I found out he had a girlfriend (Che'Onna). At  first I was pissed because I thought he really liked me. Then I got over it , until I found out I was pregnant with Junior. He has really changed! 

"China , pease say something" Cam begged me. "Caeron what do you want me to say? I forgive you? Huh ? Justr like that? No Cam you cheated on me , you lied to me. At our son's birthday party though? His very first one at that? You really make me sick" I yelled at him. I ddnt mean to cause a scene , I just was tired of him repeating his self."China please , just give me another  chance baby I swear I didnt even tell her to do it" he said. "Do you still love her"I asked. "Love who? Che'Onna" he asked. I rolled my eyes. "Yesss Cameron do you? I mean you can be with her I'll understand" I told him honest. "No fuck no.I just want to be with you. China I do love you , you know you my baby" he told me. I just shrugged. "Cameron , we need to just take a break. Just until you figure out who and what you want" i told him. The waitress came back and brought our food. I dug into my burger. "China baby I want you , I keep telling you that". "Cameron we are taking a break and that final. Now shut up and let me eat". I didnt mean to be rude but damn he was really getting on my nerves. I just feel like this is not gonna go good ! 

How yaw feel about China's decision? Would you do the same thing? Che's mother crazy for cocoa puffs? Matayo in the wrong? Calvin , Calvin Calvin smh! How yaw feel about Marshai and Mir's relationship?