Kahlil
I took one of my old girls Karmen out. I needed something to get my mind off Jazz. We decided to go to this Thai food place. When we walked in the place someone bumped into me.
"Oops I'm sorry" I heard a familiar voice say.
When she looked up at me I knew that beautiful face from anywhere.
We talked for a while I could feel Karmen eyes staring us down. I guess she felt it to so she cut the convosation short. But I had to get her new number.
" Who was that" Karmen asked with a jealously in her voice.
"An old friend" I answered not really trying to talk about it.
"Mhmm" she continued with the attitude.
"Look drop the fucking attitude and lets enjoy the night" I said not trying to start shit.
She did as she was told.
We ordered our food and she began to talk.
I really wasn't even listening I was thinking about Jazz.
We ate and talked some more. On our way home Karmen tried to give me head while I was driving. I didn't decline but I wasn't all the way in it.
I drove Karmen home and went home my self.
I texted Jazz as soon as I got comfort able.
Kahlil: Hay ulgy.
Jaxx: I ain't ulgy what you was with that's what's ulgy.
Kahlil: jealous ?
Jazz: nah never that!
Kahlil: oh can I come over so we can talk I believe we left on bad terms and I don't want that.
Jazz: sure :/ ugly ..lol.
I put on some Levi's with a white T-
shirt and some black and white j's .
I drove to Jazz's house.
When I got there I knocked a couple of times. "I'm comming" she yelled racing to the door. When she opened the door she was covering herself with a towel.
"Cover your eyes" she yelled running to a back room.
"No" I teased.
"I'll be right back I gotta put on some clothes " she yelled
"You ok naked" I said jokingly
"No" she said comming out the room with a sports bra and some sweats on.
"What you want boy" she said flopping down on her couch.
" I know that you mad at me for what I do but I want to explain it to you and I wanna know what's up with what you said a while ago." I said seriously.
"Well when I was 10 my mama started disappearing and not comming home at night." she explained.
"And those nights became weeks and I didn't see her for weeks at a time. But it changed for a while until I was bout 14. One morning she came home like everything was cool. But I knew some was up when a man came up to my room and began to touch on my face and legs she said wipping away tears. I guess I was enough "woman" for him so he gave my mama the dope and rapped me she said looking serious and she continued. It continued for about 2 more year she said crying.
I grabbed her and pulled her into my chest rubbing her back.
"Dam ma I didn't even know it was like that.
"So why you do that shit" she said wiping away tears and sniffing,
"Well I was kinda forced into the game..... I said honestly.
When I was about 15 my mama put me out because I faught her boyfriend who was kicking her ass. So I had to get my money the best way possible. And I don't put my gun to nobody head and tell them to do nun.... I have two promises I'll never sell to kids or pregnant women I explained truthfully.
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Trying A Thug(Editing)
Teen FictionJazz McLove is a 19 year old woman who aspires to build her own empire. But in her head there is no time for love. Her heart is telling her different. She falls in love with a big time drug dealer despite that she hates them.