It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

Feelings

The washroom of the second floor was very quiet. You could barely hear nothing, except for someone sobbing in one of the bathroom stall.

SinB came out from the stall and went to the sink. She remained still for few minutes then she banged the sink with her fist. The pain from hitting the solid object gave her more pain but somehow distracted her from the pain she's receiving for the disappointment in herself, for not being able to controlled herself.

"You're such an embarrassment, Hwang SinB... wh- why..?" she said to herself as she faced down the sink, tightly closed both of her eyes so that the tears fell.

As she get a new sheet of tissue, the washroom door burst opened.

"SinB? Is that you?"
"Gosh, are you okay?"
"Aww... come here, SinB."

Of course SinB was surprised and she just heard them said those words as she wiped her tears from her face.

"I'm fine, guys. I just-" she said, throwing the used tissue to the trash bin.

"Oh no no, SinB. You're NOT fine." one of them said to her.

"No, Soohyun. Really, I'm okay." she reassured the person who turned out to be Soohyun (AKMU).

"But your eyes said the otherwise." the other one said to her right after.

"Don't discourage her like that, Jimin (15&). It's okay, SinB. You don't have to lie to us." the person with long brown straight hair and tall, said to her.

"I'm not lying, Yein. I'm not, and I am absolutely fine." SinB responded to her tall classmate.

"If you're fine, you should be going back to class." Soohyun said to her as she sat on the floor.

"Wait, you guys came here just to take me back to class?" SinB asked in confusion.

"Bro, why would we? Everyone's having a free time right now, the teacher decided to give us space until lunch break." Jimin informed.

"So since we have time, let's hear how you're doing." Yein suggested as she sat on the edge of the sink beside SinB.

"Fine. You guys pushed me, and I'm not sure if I can hold it any longer." said the girl with swollen eyes. "It's alright, take your time."  Soohyun said to her. SinB took a deep breath and told her classmates how it goes from her point of view. Once she has finished, they comfort and cheer her up by telling their stories, that sounded similar to hers. When the bell rang, they went back to class to grabbed their stuff and leave for lunch. SinB decided that it would be better to have lunch on her own, since everybody in the school has heard the rumor and looked at her in disgust... and even her friends who looked utterly disappointed and ignorant. She went to the canteen and found an empty place. So she sat down, opened her lunch box, and talked to herself.

SinB's POV

Okay, here we go. Sitting by yourself on the first three weeks of school. Good job, SinB. Everybody talks about you, your friends hate you. But wait. Is it because they talked to Jungkook? Shoot. Of course. OF COURSE! He must've been confused... AGHHH!! IT'S DEPRESSING. I hate myself so so much right now. After all the confession that I made and stupidly asked him out... I really hate it. I promised mom to live a good life, to not even hurt myself. WHY CAN'T I KEEP THAT PROMISE?? AISH!! Come on, Hwang SinB... I believe in you. You can make up your mistakes, I trust you. If no one trust you, you still have me so don't you worry. BUT SERIOUSLY. A BOY?? YOU ASKED A BOY OUT AND HE SHAMELESSLY TURNED YOU DOWN?? MAN. Oh, shit. Okay now, calm down. It's okay, I know you're upset, but you'll get through it. Just... promise me you won't do the same thing ever again. Promise.

While she had lunch by herself, Jungkook was with his best friend, Yugyeom. They were walking on the hallway, brought their lunches on their hands. Quiet, the sub-character from Metal Gear V, was the topic they talked about as they looked for a spot to eat their meal. They seemed like they're talking, but Jungkook mind wasn't there with his body, especially his ears.

"Hey, man. Are you listening to me?" Yugyeom waved his hand in front of Jungkook who blankly stared the ground.

"Oh? Uh... yeah. Yeah, I hear you. I hear you.." Jungkook responded, didn't really mean for the words he just said.

"Oh, okay. So, she was part of the..." the tall guy said as he was sure that his friend was listening to him. This went on for a long time until he found himself in the front porch of his house.

"Huh. I'm home." he said to himself and get into his house. He then get into his room.

"Phew. What a day. I should get some rest." he went to the closet and grabbed the top shirt in the shelf. Then, he let himself fell to the cozy bed he has been missing all day.

Jungkook's POV

It has really been a day. And SinB actually asked me out. Man. But... I kinda feel bad for lying to her. I just don't have feelings, any feelings, for her. Sure, my parents doesn't allow me too but... I should've just tell her the truth. And... should I be sorry?