It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

The Unexpected

She finally told him everything.

From her depression, suicidal attempts, to her dissociative identity disorder. She told him... everything. Of course, there were times where she felt stupid for telling this, especially to her very own crush. Of course, there's were times she doubted if she could trust him.

But she was already ruined.

And she needed someone to be there for her.

"Jungkook, I need to talk to you through SNS." SinB went to him, who was in the middle of gathering up his books before they moved class.

"Okay. Sure." Jungkook said coldly. His reply somehow put a painful smack to her heart.

"Thanks." she said to him, but he was already pacing out from the classroom. 

Should I just let him be? Is that even normal? Aish, whatever. Let's just hope he keeps his promise., SinB said to herself. She shrugged her shoulder, I'm sure he's just having a bad day. He'll be okay soon.

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at lunch

"Yeonjung. I wanna ask." SinB place her chopsticks on her unfinished plate of jjangmyeon and faced her friend beside her.

"What is it?" Yeonjung asked, not taking her eyes off her meal as she fed herself a mouthful of the same meal.

"Is it normal for Kook to be "cold" sometimes?"

Yeonjung turned her head to SinB with a look on her face. "What do you mean "cold"?"

"Well, I told him that I wanna talk to him after school and he just icily said he will."

"Hmm... interesting. Something must be going on." Yeonjung clasped her hands together.

"Um... why're you excited?" SinB asked in confusion.

Yeonjung didn't said anything for a while. He hands still clasped together. "It's normal." she said after and shrugged her shoulders, then taking another mouthful of meat.

"Dude! Wh- do you even kno- Really?" SinB was now completely in utter confusion. "You just reacted like it's something wrong for him to be like that, and the next thing you said was "it's normal." like it is actually normal! Get yourself together!"

Her friend halted her while she tried to chew her food. Then she gulped it down. "Okay. Sorry. It's completely normal." Yeonjung reached for her bottle of water and took time to gulped them down.

"Listen." Yeonjung said after finishing her drink. "There are times where he's like that. It's either someone pissed him off or he lost in a video game battle. There's no in between."

SinB remained still for a minute. "So, it's fine? He's actually fine?"

"Well, not back then when you asked him. But he doesn't stand being mad for more than an hour. So, he should be fine now." Yeonjung stood up and lift her empty tray. "I gotta go and meet Chaeyoung right now. I'll see you soon."

"Okay. Thanks a lot, Jung-ie!" SinB waved to her friend who already walked away.

Yeah, it's normal for him to be like that. Don't you worry, EunBi-ya. she said to herself.

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at home

"I'm home!" SinB raised her voice as she closed the door behind her. But nobody answered her. She stood still, waiting for respond but after a few seconds, she shrugged her shoulder and ran upstairs to her room.

After closing the door, she sat herself in front of her desk.

"Why am I so nervous..." she asked herself.

Then, she grabbed her phone out of her coat pocket. She placed the gadget in front of her sight, right in the middle of the desk.

"... Aish. SinB get yourself together!"

She quickly snatched her phone and turned it on. She kept swiping until she found Jungkook's name written on the contact list.

"Okay... here we go."

*texting with Jungkook*

SinB: hey.

Jungkook: wassup?

SinB: remember what I told you today?

Jungkook: which is...

"Huh... he doesn't remember. Well, I thought so." SinB said to herself.

*resume texting*

SinB: well, I want to talk to you. heart to heart. as usual.

"What did I say?? Aish! Why's this feels embarrassing??" she said, flustered.

*resume texting again*

Jungkook: oh... that. okay. go ahead.

"Wh- wow. He's fine now... I guess."

*resume texting... again*

SinB: alright.

Jungkook: so, what is it?

SinB: okay... well, I've been really sick lately.

Jungkook: are you gonna talk about your multiple personality disorder again?

SinB: um... no. not now, I guess.

Jungkook: okay. you have another suspected disease then?

SinB: I'm not suspecting this one this time. I'm sure I had this with me for the longest time.

Jungkook: hmm. is it serious?

SinB: I have cancer.

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My dear readers~~~ it's been a real long time since I updated! how many has it been? two weeks? oml... I'm really sorry guys, please forgive me /(ToT)/ I hope I can make it up to you with this one!

 if you're asking why I've been inactive these days, I had exams for a full weak and so many events the week after. and I also did planned to start continuing this chapter yesterday but I ended up playing video games and fell asleep hehehe sorry! but I hope you're glad that I'm back~ 

and yes, if you're asking me if it is true that I have cancer, yup. it's true. and you'll find out how I got it in the next chapter that I'm currently working on right now! please anticipate, thanks for reading~ <3