It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

In Bali

SinB's POV

There was so much going on. I can't even tell the whole story- everything that has happened. Every single thing. My psychiatrist kept looking at me... oh, right. I had to tell her.

"Um... I... I don't know where to start." I said after reconsidering. I looked back up at her and she already had her notepad and pen with her. It was kinda like a signal for me, so without even thinking, I started talking.

flashback

It was sunny and everybody was happy. It was truly the most unforgettable trip I've ever had- with the best people to be with. And this one person managed to get me through our days of being in Bali.

There were a lot of perks, but since this all happened because of him, I'm just going to recall the best ones.

He may had been talking with our friends, and even laughing with them. So, I don't bother. That is until he came up to me. I was honestly surprised when he did, and I kept getting surprised when he shoved one of his earphones to my ear. It took awhile for me to realised what he was doing- that was... we were listening to a song together. 

As much as I told myself that I have no feelings for him anymore, my heart beat so fast. Though, I tried to stay calm, I couldn't stop smiling. Of course, my friends were aware of the situation that was going on between me and him, but I didn't bother- at all. That was another surprise. Because I'm always worry about everything. Only at that time, I had nothing to worry about.

We kept ourselves close to each other, earphones still attached to our ears. The only time we took it off was on the luggage checking. We had to take it off so that we would make it through the metal detector and went on with the trip. After we made it through, we listened to the songs again. We were just listening to a bunch of songs that are used for memes, because it brought us together.

We have the same sense of humour.

Through out the trip, I realised that I couldn't stop staring at him. He would always sat in front or behind me. So, of course, my eyes couldn't go anywhere. Even though he has always preferred to stick with our friends, I won't forget the feeling I had when we just sat on our own seat, with our eyes looking straight to each other, and just had a short yet meaningful conversation... at least for me. 

He always has that stare- whenever he stares at you - you don't want to fight it. Your eyes are somehow fixed on him.

And I miss that stare.

I forgot which day was it, but I remember it was day where we went to the bird park. Before we left, we had to check out the souvenir store. While the other students were there, we went to the ice cream parlour next to it. Since he had a lot of money, he treated a total of five people including me and himself. I wasn't sure of when to stated my order, so when I opened my mouth, my voice and his crashed. 

But that's not what had me startled- we ordered the same ice cream, mint chocolate chip. It won't mean a lot to him, but it sure means a lot to me. Everytime someone took me to the ice cream store, his face would always popped up in my head. The mint chocolate chip ice cream has become identical with him. But really, when we said that in unison, we couldn't help but to immediately looked at each other. He had the same look as mine, though, his expression was funnier. Then, somehow- I don't know if it was sincere - he cheered. He said,

"I can't believe you like mint chocolate chip too!"

... with that heartwarming smile, of course, I couldn't help but to cheered along with him. I didn't expect that he would do that. Or he would be like that.

end of flashback

I guess that's pretty much it. There may be a lot more to it, but those three things meant a lot more- well, actually that's all I remember. He made me happy and... I was happy.

Now, she has her eyes on me. She looked like she was about to cry. The next thing I know, she took off her glasses and wiped the tears off her face. Was it too much for her?

"You really have... quite a story. It was, sad, not gonna lie." she said after she put back her glasses. "You remind me a lot of my past."

Okay, now I'm not sure how to react to this. This sorrowful feeling that I wanna treasure somehow went away after she said that. "Well, uh... thank you?"

Then, she fixed her position. She looked at me right in the eye and kept her stare.

"Which is why, I need to tell you..."

She got up and moved closer to me. She moved closer, dragging the chair along with her right hand. After placing the chair two feet away from where I was sitting, she sat down and held my hand. Of course, I was incredibly confused.

"... SinB, this is not real."

What?

"What do you mean?" I tried to laugh, but it was hard since she looked so serious.

"SinB, this is all just in your dream. I'm not real- none of these are real." she said.

I was about to react to this, when I snapped. I found myself, on the bed... which means I woke up in confusion. Which also means, I never had a psychologist.

So, this is all just a dream.

end of POV