It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

Trust

Jungkook's POV

What have I done... what...

Did I really just lied to her?

Is- Is it bad to lose her trust?

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flashback

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texting with Eunha

Jungkook: Hey

Eunha: Hi

Jungkook: What are you up to right now?

Eunha: Nothing much. I'm just lying down on my bed. Hbu?

Jungkook: Oh. Well, I'm playing video games.

Eunha: Okay, cool.

Jungkook: Umm... Eunha?

Eunha: Yes?

Jungkook: Can I talk to you tomorrow?

Eunha: Don't be silly, Jungkook. We always talk to each other, everyday.

Jungkook: Oh- yeah, right. But I want to talk to you in private.

Eunha: Private?

Jungkook: 

Yeah, with no one around. Can you meet me at the library?

Eunha?

Eunha: Hey. Sorry, I went outside for awhile.

Jungkook: It's okay. So? Can you?

Eunha: Yeah. Sure. I can.

Jungkook: Good. I'll see you tomorrow.

Eunha: Yup. See you.

end texting

It was 10:35. Jungkook finished his snack earlier and went to the library.

The librarian was there, Mrs. Yoo, but well... she's not exactly a friendly person. After closing the door behind him and putting his shoes on the shelf, he greeted the cold-looking woman behind her desk.

"Annyeonghaseyo~" he waved to her. But as expected, she just hummed with no intonation. Jungkook who have knew her for years and the fact that she's his neighbor, shrugged it off and went to sit on the couch.

He was so happy and tense. His knees kept shaking in anticipation, his eyes won't stop looking around, and his mind was so busy.

Yes, he was nervous.

Just then, someone entered the library and a sweet honey voice can be heard. "Annyeonghaseyo."

Jungkook's eyes lit up. His mouth was gaped, then he gulped down his nervousness and get up from the couch. He waited for her eyes to meet his. When she did, he can't help but smile.

"Um... have a seat." Jungkook woke up from the thoughts of the girl in front of her that made him smile like a fool all by himself. "Sorry, I was just- yeah..."

Eunha just snickered. "Okay."

They sat down and it was complete silence. It's a library so it's obviously silent, but with a librarian like Mrs.Yoo? It's dead silence. Jungkook still scratched the back of his head, and everyone knows he's nervous whenever he do that. Eunha knows it too.

"SO... why are we here?" she started.

"Oh, um- well... I don't know how to say this but..." suddenly, Jungkook got to his knees.

"Jung Eunha, will you be my girlfriend?"

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end of flashback

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EYYYY~ how you guys doing??

i'm sorry for such short story! i intend to make it this way tho bc i should actually post this right after i posted the recent chapter before the author's note. this chapter is the parallel of "Fools" and you can see how it connects and give impact to each other :) 

and about this one, i want to talk about it for awhile.

so as you may have guessed, i was so heartbroken when i found out about this. and i'm gonna make it real quick and short bc i'm still gonna post this (so the next chapter will be all texting and just a little bit of narration at the beginning and the end)

wait, how bout we start from what actually happened after he asked her out. 

so, it was a Saturday afternoon where i was so bored at my brother's band practice. to spent my time, i decided to text him. he answered tho even tho he went off for some times. but we talked about a lot of things, and as usual + especially it's about memes and other forms of funny things. just then we talked about the Eunha in this story. he confessed that he liked her so much, in fact, he was in love with her. madly, in love. he then asked for my advice on how he should proposed to her and where and etc. just then, i started to feeling so sad and wrecked so the foolish thing i did next was that i asked him to ended our friendship. it was so ridiculous, i must admit, and i bet y'all agree. he was so devastated to hear that and after begging over and over he finally appreciates my decision and left me alone.

that was where i regretted everything i have said to him.

now, on how i found out. okay, maybe i'm just gonna tell you how i reacted when i found out.

i was once again in my brother's band practice. after i found out, i was devastated. rage went all over me and i felt like i was on the point where i wanted to take my own life. and with all the anger and somewhat felt like a kind of betrayal, i texted him. my fingers rapidly moved across the screen as i typed my heart out. my heart was fully awake but my mind was asleep so i didn't filtered any words that came out. he finally replied after awhile and he quickly apologised. and yes, i had a real hard time to forgive him just like that. he kept on saying "sorry" but then he stopped. then he bursted out laughing and told me that he and her agreed that they shouldn't tell anyone. he said that people should found out by themselves. BUT STILL. i asked him before and he lied to my face. yes, maybe it's none of my concern if they're dating and i shouldn't be too nosy about it. but as someone who has liked him before, since the girl even knew how i feel about him, and how himself knew that i like him, i deserve to know.

so yeah. this is damn complicated. and i also typed this with some unknown energy and emotion. i guess being nostalgic has its own perks :")

ALRIGHT. that's it for today's post! i might post the next chapter next week or this Saturday. my school's having an annual event where we compete with other schools in sports, so we're barely studying right now. i do want to spend that time finishing this ff but since i'm one of the people that are needed at school, it's impossible :)) but i'll try to update more often now, so just wait :D

i hope you all have/had a great day and let's hope the next day and the next day and the next day (it goes on and on) will be better! thank you for reading this chapter, love you and BYEEE~!