It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

Author's Note #4

OMG GUYS LONG TIME NO SEE

I APOLOGISE FOR MY LACK OF DISCIPLINE ON CONTINUING THIS STORY.

and maybe I shouldn't have any excuse around, but I'll just tell you what's going on with me for this past few weeks.

if you read my last post, which was almost 2 weeks ago, you know that I went to bali for my school's study tour (excursion). and if you're asking how I've been, I was fine and I felt great.

to be honest, I didn't want to go in the first place. it was an option for students at my school to join the excursion, and me and my parents decided that I won't go. we were given a letter that stated that I'm not going for health reason, and I collected the letter, feeling great until my base teacher came up to me and told me that I MUST JOIN the excursion. without any reason. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? WELL I CAN'T. why would they given us an option if it's a compulsive event? and especially with all those letter that lets you choose if you wanna go or not- DUDE!

and so yeah, when my parents knew they were also confused but mom tried to think positive, like "there's a reason for them to do that". geez, mom, they better be. so they paid anyway. they paid bit by bit. they paid around 2 million rupiah ($150 US, i guess) once every four months. I feel bad for them because one of the reasons why I didn't wanna go in the first place is because I don't want them to run out of money and we need to save, and second's because I didn't want to see my friends. but I can't.

on the d-day. I arrived at the airport with my dad and brother taking me there and said goodbye. mom wasn't there because she was doing her work, that is to became the coordinator for a big prestige event in the capital. i waited for my teachers to get the tickets and i went in, with my body checked and luggage scanned. I bid farewell to my two men in the family before going in the luggage entry. right when I came in, I already saw my friend gathered around together. I joined them as soon as I put my bags.

and I'm just gonna put it here.

when we were waiting, me and him (ofc you guys know who) listened to songs together from his phone. we shared his earphone and bopped our heads to all the songs that was played. I love the fact that we actually have quite a few in common. if you wanna know what kind of songs we like, it's usually the ones used for vines. yup, me and him share a special thing in common, sense of humor. i actually fell for him bc we have the same thing(s) to laugh at. we love watching memes and searching for dank memes and just keep spamming each other's chat with tons of funny shits. oh god. so when we actually listened to the songs together, my heart was fluttering and i enjoyed every single moment where the earphone would constantly fell off my ear and he'll wait for me to put it back on and then we'll nodded our heads again.

that's the point where the feeling of laziness and bad thoughts brushed off from my mind, and the positive thinking energy that told me that I'd enjoyed the trip so much, immediately invaded my brain. I was extremely happy. and teh rest of the story of my trip, I'll let you know once I finished the whole story.

eyyy it seems familiar, isn't it? you're not wrong.

let me remind you again.

the recent post that I made happened exactly 5 months ago, so I have lots and lots to catch up before I write my excursion experience :))

FIGHTING FOR ME!!!

but now that it's only 3 months before i graduated from the first level of high school, I have a lot of time to catch up and finish this all. and I've decided that I'll finish this right before I graduate.

so please expect a lot from me! never stop reading this! it's just getting better (well worse for me, it hurts me a little to write the recent one since i have to scroll back thru the old chats where I was heartbroken and extremely fragile).

okay, that's it for now! I'll always keep y'all updated and now I can promise you, that I won't lack my duty to give you all a good story from my own self :))

thank you for reading, love you guys! annyeong~