It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

Letting Go

SinB: Hey

Jungkook: Hey

SinB: Can we talk?

Jungkook: Sure

SinB: You're dating her, aren't you?

Jungkook: Who?

SinB: You know well who it is, Jungkook. Why didn't you tell me?

Jungkook: Oh, God. SinB, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.

SinB: Why did you lie to me?

Jungkook: I don't know. But I'm sorry. I really really do.

SinB: I don't even know if I should forgive you.

Jungkook: Wait. Wait wait wait. Huh. God, I'm so stupid.

SinB: Why?

Jungkook: Me and Eunha agreed to not tell anyone. Anyone at all. We thought everyone should find out by themselves. So, you're just like everyone else.

SinB: Still, Jungkook. That doesn't change the fact that you lied.

Jungkook: AHHH SinB! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!

SinB: I can't. I'm just tired of living like this.

Jungkook: How can I make it up to you? Please tell me.

SinB: You can't. It's too late. I'm really hurt, okay?

Jungkook: Then, what do you want me to do?

SinB: I don't know. I don't know.

Jungkook: You should know.

SinB: I don't want to forgive you. But at the same time, I can't stand being away from you.

Jungkook: You're really lost, aren't you?

SinB: I am.

Jungkook: Hmm. Okay.

SinB: Let's just end this here, alright? I'm tired.

Jungkook: Alright. But do you forgive me?

SinB: Just give me some time.

Jungkook: Okay.

SinB: Bye

Jungkook: Bye

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PLEASE FORGIVE YOUR LOUSY AUTHOR!

OML I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT KEEPING MY PROMISE TO UPDATE AAAAAA HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME

okay now i'm just gonna pretend that y'all forgive me, it hurts your eyes to read all in caps lock so, yeah. but now that i already updated this, i will be discussing (again) about this chapter. i already told you the outline of the thing that has been going on here, well, basically i've spoiled them all. to remind you, i'm deeply hurt by this moment. i was deeply wrecked by that time where he lied to me. but who doesn't get hurt when someone lied to them, right?

wait. i guess that's the end of the discussion about this chapter. i have nothing else to talk about this.

okay lmao.

OH BUT I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU!

so yesterday, i opened wattpad and i was about to continued this chapter when HE (you-know-who-he-is) came up to me and saw this. he didn't read it all but he noticed the wattpad logo and how many readers I have. AND BTW THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING AND HAPPY 6K READERS! lmao okay, so yeah. he saw it and he was very impressed. he praised me then he asked the fatal question:

"What is it about?"

HHHHHHHHHHH DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I WAS WHEN THAT QUESTION CAME OUT FROM HIS MOUTH???

well ofc i was scared because it's about him. but that's not all. i told him that it was about "something-that-you-should-read-by-yourself-because-i-won't-tell-you". then he said this deadly line:

"okay, i will read it."

MORE HHHHHHHHH !!! I'VE NEVER BEEN SO SCARED IN MY LIFE.

i knew my ears were turning red so i quickly covered them behind my hair. he just smiled as he was expecting an answer from me. and my reflex almost brought me to shout to him "DON'T YOU DARE READ IT" but i concealed it and instead, i said:

"you know what? fine. go ahead and read it."

ANOTHER HHHHHHHHHH !!! right after i said that, i thought to myself "this is it, kimson. this is where you're gonna die." i kept that thought while he just looked at me in daze confusion. his face was like "chill what's wrong with you?". i'm sighing so loudly right now. and keep in mind that this happened at the last class of the day. so i actually went home with anxiety.

but what i didn't expect was that i fell sick last night. i was so worried if he'll read my fanfic. so so worried that i didn't wanna ask him if he read it, well, i don't even wanna talk to anyone that i fell asleep. i slept for 3 hours straight from 6 pm to 9 pm and i just had dinner at 10 with mom scolding me for oversleeping. i felt so dizzy. i almost didn't go to school today.

but this morning, i asked him if he already read it. it took A LOT of courage for me to just look at him. and then mY EARS ARE BLESSED. he said he hasn't read it... yet. HE SAID "YET"

BOI PLEASE DON'T.

guys, i don't know what should i do! i had this thought where if he actually read it. now i wanna ask, which one is better? should he read this fanfic or not? please let me know in th comments below!

yes, i know. the chapter keeps getting shorter and shorter. but since this is like the peak point of the story (the conflict, to be exact). i intended to make this past chapters to be as brief as possible, but i also not intended to make this short. PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF THIS BOTHERS YOU!

so thank you so much for reading and hearing me ranting about all this huehuehue :D i hope you have a great day! love you all <3