It's Just That - Jungkook & SinB

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SinB's POV

What happened last time changed me.

It makes me who I am today.

But... I'm not sure if it's a good thing- or even bad.

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flashback

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I was so heartbroken. I can't believe he would lie to me. Why can't he just told me that he's dating her? Why won't he think that I would get hurt like this. How could he do thi-

"SinB?"

Snapped. Did Mrs.Oubrey just called my name?

"Uh... oh, yes?"

Shit. I'm such a fool. Why did I say that?

"Can you tell me the definition of negotiation? Just in your own opinion."

Oh, boy.

"Um, well... negotiation is where you-"

"You're doing a discussion in order to reach an agreement, fairly." Great, Yeri's cutting again.

"Very good, Yeri. But I was asking SinB."

Huh, no shit. Thanks. Now won't you look at Yeri's face. lmao that's what you get, girl.

"Okay. According to the dictionary, negotiation is..."

Good, now everyone's back. He's still looking at me? God, help me.

I'm sick of what he did to me. I mean, how someone can be so cruel?

Oh. And I bet, he's talking about me behind my back. He's been humiliating me after all this time, did he? He must have the best conversation with them. Talking about me is fun, isn't it? Just because I like him in the first place, he becomes so much more confident. Huh, he's not wrong tho. Besides he's happy, and making people happy is a good thing. Put happiness for others when you gotta sacrifice yours.

Which reminds me. Umji's really suspicious lately. She must be talking about me too. SHE must be the one who started all this. It's possible tho, she knew me longer than anyone in the classroom. Especially after what Yeoreum told me about her. I did hope that it's not true but to deny that fact now? It's impossible.

Is Jungkook that fragile? Is he that naive? Did he just let her get to him like that? Does he let ANYONE get to him like that? Oh, Jungkook. Just look at your face. I can be fooled, anyone can be fooled. But you don't know that you can fool yourself too.

"Um... SinB?"

Snapped. Why's she calling me again?? Wait, why does my throat feels sore? Am I-

"Why are you crying?"

Shit. I am crying.

"Oh. Yeah, I just... I don't feel well."

I'm not lying.

"Do you want to go to the medic?"

How in the world can the medic heal a broken heart?

"No, I'll be fine. Thank you."

Great. Now he's looking at me. Everyone is looking at me. Does he feel bad for me? Will he ever realised how horrible he is after what he's done? Oh, won't you look at him. He's giving me that sympathy look. Huh, like I care. Just pretend you're really so that you won't have to respond.