Still Riding |BOOK 2 *EDITING|

20

August

I woke up with my arms wrapped around Bri. She stayed over last night and kicked it with me. I unraveled my arms from around her and went in the bathroom .

I looked in the mirror and started to wake my self up. I grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth.

After that I started up the shower, I got in and started thinking bout all the shit I gotta do today. I felt arms wrap around me, it was Bri.

I smiled at her as I pecked her lips.

"Goodmorning..." she said

"Goodmwaning." I said letting my accent slip out.

"What's the plan for today?"

"Well my boy Tone and his fiancé are having a wedding dinner rehearsal, you tryna pop out with me? " she smiled

"You know I will, what about Tott?"

"My mom is still in town and she is agreeing to chill here with all the kids."

"And what about Paris?"

"I don't care what she thinks about us , I really don't, I cared in the past because I still wanted her back, now all I want is you." she smiled

"So she can finally know about us?" I nodded as I kissed her

She deepened the kiss and we got our morning started in the right way.

Paris

"Paris I am just nervous, what if something goes wrong tonight?"

"What if he doesn't wanna marry me anymore ?"

"Paris are you listening to me girl."

"Paris "

"Paris"

"Paris" she said snapping in my face

"Yes..." I said coming back to reality

"Paris wassup you have been zoning out all morning."

"I'm sorry, I'm fine." I said sipping my wine

"And you have wine at 9am this morning."

"Cassandra I'm fine, don't worry about me ." she nodded as she grabbed her purse

"Paris have your shit together, ion know what's going on with you but you need to work it out and quick." She left out the door

I looked down at my glass of wine and chugged it down. I went upstairs to my room and laid across the bed.

I haven't been okay since Trent left. I haven't been able to focus. We facetime and all but it's not how it used to be.

My kids make me happy but right now I cant even focus on them and that is horrible of me as a mom.

But I have to get up and get ready for another day. I hurried and got in the shower so I can get myself together before the kids wake up.