Its too late

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Prompt from the beginning of 7x04, except this is in the barn with Toby Spencer and her boyfriend Trent instead of Hanna Caleb and  Spencer.

Spencer's POV
This has been a long night. Hanna accidentally crashed into Elliot killing him. We had to bury his body and leave no trace behind. No can know and no one will ever know. I dropped off everyone at their house then I went back to the barn. When I walked in I saw Toby reading his book, still looking hurt
I forgot to mention, Toby is staying with me for a bit. He and Yvonne got into a huge fight over something I don't remember and I really don't care.
"Hey" he smiled as he puts his book down
"Not now Toby" I said shaking my head. I checked my phone and I have over 100 missed calls from Drake my boyfriend who I met in college in Georgetown after Toby and I broke up. We also got into a fight. I still wasn't ready to have kids and he got all mad. When I got the letter from Alison, we left things on a bad note, now he's trying to make up for it, but I've been busy with everything I forgot until now.
"What's wrong?" He asked
"Just forget about it" I said
"I'm gonna take a shower, yell if you need me" he said before leaving.
When he left to shower I began cleaning until I heard the door try to open but it couldn't cause of the latch I have on it
"Spencer" I heard a voice say. I looked through the peephole and saw Drake.

Toby's POV
I'm staying with Spencer because I got into a huge fight with Yvonne....about Spencer. Truth is, I'm still in love with Spencer. No matter how much I try to deny it, I can't. We have a long history. So I needed fresh air and I packed my stuff and left. I decided to stay with Spencer until I cooled down. It took some convincing but Spencer let me stay.
As I'm showering I heard Spencer talking and some other voice I don't recognize. It was a mans voice I know for sure. When I finished I get out and went to change. As I was changing I decided to eavesdrop their conversation.
"Spencer please let me in" a mans voice cried
"Not now Drake, I-I'm busy" Spencer said crying.
Why is Spencer crying?? I continue to listen
"Please open the door, I'm so sorry how I let you leave without fixing our problems, I'm sorry I let you leave angry sad and hurt" Drake said
I wonder what happened
"Drake please not now" Spencer yelled crying
"No, I'm sorry for yelling at you and getting mad. I know we had the talk about us wanting kids, I'm sorry for getting mad because you're not ready yet" he cried
That's when it hit me. It's like deja vu all over again. Spencer and I had the same problem, except I left for good. Hearing Spencer wants kids with someone else really hurts. When we talked about our future she didn't want kids yet, but I did so I left.
I hear Drake trying to open the door but Spencer won't let him in
"Spencer if I have to break a window just to see-"
"Drake what do you want!!!!" She said
"I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry I love you so much. I don't care how long I wait. 2, 3 or even 10 years if you still want to have kids. Spencer you are my world and everything. I'll die for you. I promised that I wouldn't be Toby after what he did and I'm sticking to my promise" he cries
Now I'm crying. This guy who I envy now loves Spencer. I think back to the time back in Spencer's dorm
Flashback
"When I picture our future we're not picturing same thing anymore" i said heartbroken
"I do but just not now, when I'm completely done with college" she softly cries
"Well that's not enough for me, I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore" i said and left
End of Flashback
Tears heavily falls down my face and I start to sniffle. What a monster am I? I don't deserve Spencer. I'm such a selfish person to only think about me and not her.
"If waiting is what you want, I'll wait forever, I love you so much" he said "please open the door"
I peek to see what will happen. She opens the door and steps outside. I see from the window and saw Drake. He's built, he's very tall, maybe even 2 inches taller than me, making Spencer look really tiny. He has a tattoo sleeve. He's wearing a button down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, he has spiky black hair and blue eyes.
"Please forgive me" he said with sad eyes
"Will you wait for one more year, just one more year?" She asked
"Yes, yes I'll wait" he smiled also making Spencer smiled. She wraps her arms around his neck and stands on her toes and brings him down for a kiss. She's happy. How could I ever do that to her. I love Spencer. I know Spencer more than anyone, even her friends. I love her more than anything. I want Spencer and I need her. But does she need me????!

The end. I wanted to make Toby feel bad and have him realize he made a mistake

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