Spoby One Shots

Am I making a mistake

Play this song while reading. I love this song. It fits into the Spoby situation. prompt from 7x07 i believe where Toby and Spencer said their 'goodbyes' that made the whole spoby fandom cry for days. here's how I think it shouldve went down

Spencer's POV

I'm back in my barn. I just told Toby that there's another A in town and that he and Yvonne should just leave. He has to leave. He can't be here. He doesn't need to be here, I do. Thing's been crazy. We're (more like Hanna) is suspicious that Noel Khan is up to something. Then there's Marco. I don't know my relationship with him, or if it is a relationship. He's been kinda clingy, not to the point where it's annoying but more to the point where he wants me to be safe. As I get ready for bed I hear a knock on my door. Who could that be at almost 12. I went to the door and see Toby.

"Uh what are you doing here" I asked

"Can I come in" he asked. I stood by the side to let him in. We walk in the middle of the room

"Why are you here" I asked. He takes a deep breath

"I just wanted to let you know that you're right. It's not safe here. So Yvonne and I are heading to Maine. since she has a family there" he sniffs. I nodded my head. "We're going to start a family there"(a/n oh the heart breaker) and can I be honest" he asked. I nodded my head. "I wasn't building a house for Yvonne" he takes a deep breath "I was building it for you, but I can't live without her(a/n: way to let her down Toby) he says. I was shocked. Speechless. "Sound's perfect" I gritted my teeth trying not to cry. "nothing is perfect but this one close" he says as tears falls down from his face. "So I wanted to Thank you for everything" he says. I just nod, no smiling, no emotions. Before he leaves I asked him something. "Correct me if I'm wrong but aren't you suppose to be happy, now I'm not saying this cause I'm your or Im jealous cause im not, you're crying. Most people would be thrilled talking about starting a new life with someone, starting a family. I can see right through you. You're spread so thin I can see right through you" I said. He wiped the tears from his eyes and looks down and shakes his head. He doesnt answer. "You should go Toby" I said. I crossed my arms and stood my ground waiting for him to leave. He begins to walk towards the door.

Toby's POV

Spencer is right. Why am I crying for. Maybe its because I'm starting a life with someone who's not her. Spencer was my first love. I always thought her and I would start this family,but we're not. This is all becoming a reality. I can't believe this is actually happening. Water begins to form in my eyes. I also I can't believe I'm the one whos actually walking away. After I said my goodbye to her I begin to walk to the door. I just realize why I'm crying, I'm sad because I'm not starting a life with Spencer. "Please stop me, please stop me" I say in my head. I know I probably sound selfish hoping Spencer will stop me, even though I'm engaged. I look back and she looks at me before turning around to avoid eye contact. She's probably thinking to stop me but since she wants to see me happy she doesnt say anything. I opened the door and look back one more time. "Please stop me" I whisper to myself. She still has her back turned. Probably extremely hurt about what I said. I really let her down this time. I walked out and closed the still. I turned around and sat down leaning against the door. I bring my knees to my chest and begin crying. I look at her window and she shuts her lights off. I bury my head in my knees

"I always loved Spencer even though I never got the chance to meet her. You're making a mistake Tobias" a voice says. I know that voice anywhere the only person who only calls me by my full name is

"Mom?" i looked up. There she was. Wearing all white. She doesn't seem too happy

"I thought you're dead" I asked. She comes and sits next to me