'I've broken bones for you..'

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Chapter 12

VIC'S POV
I heard muffled voices in the room around me. I guess I was still alive then. Part of me was happy, I guess I figured I wanted to live, but part of me was annoyed. I can't even kill myself, if that doesn't prove how weak I am, I don't know what will.

My eyes squinted open, a blinding light shone in my eye, making me groan. I heard shushing and a few whispered voices saying 'he's waking up.'

I instantly recognised Mike and Kellin's. I opened my eyes fully. The first thing I saw was my brothers face leaning over me, concern in his eyes.

'Vic?' He whispered. My eyes filled up with water as the guilt suddenly hit me.

'I'm sorry.' I sobbed. He smiled gently and ran his fingers through my hair. 'Hey, shh, it's okay.' He whispered soothingly.

I winced as pain suddenly shot up my leg. I turned to my right to see Kellin sat there, tear stains on his face. 'I'm sorry.' I whispered to him. He shook his head and placed his hand on mine. 'Stop apologising.' He said softly.

I slowly sat up against the head rest on the bed. I looked down at my bare leg. The deeper cuts where stitched up. I frowned. I didn't know anyone knew how to do that.

'Tony.' Mike said. I looked at him, confused. 'Tony did that.' He said pointing at the neat stitches on my thigh. 'Oh.' I said simply. 'I didn't know he could do that.' I added. Mike smiled slightly. 'Neither did I.' He chuckled. 'Very talented is Tony.' Jaime said, making me jump slightly. He was sat on an armchair in the corner of the room.

'Jeez Jaime, I didn't know you were here.' I said. He chuckled slightly. 'I'm like a ninja.' He smirked.

KELLIN'S POV
I began to see Vic's eyes open. I quickly wiped the tears streaming down my face.  I wasn't sure if he wanted to see me now, after all, I'm pretty sure I was the reason he did this. I let Mike be the first person he saw when he woke up, as much as I wanted to shove him out the way and wrap my arms around vic..

*slight trigger warning - blood*
*flashback
'Stand back!' Mike said. He took a run up to the door and kicked it in, making it fall off its hinges. I tried to brace myself for what was on the other side of the door. But as much as I tried, nothing could prepare me for what I saw next.

The smell of metal ran through my noise. My eyes immediately shot to the floor. I gasped as I saw Vic, my perfect Vic, laying on the floor, tears overflowing in his eyes. His legs were deeply scarred and a thick red substance was pouring out of them.

'Someone get some bandages!' Mike yelled, Tony and Alex ran off to get some medical equipment
'I'm so sorry.' He whispered, his eyes slowly shutting. I ran to his side.

'V-Vic?' I said, checking for a pulse. I panicked when I felt nothing. I pressed slightly harder with my fingers, desperate to find something, anything at all. I relaxed a small amount when I felt a faint thumping under my fingers.

I wrapped my hand up in toilet paper, trying anything to stop the bleeding before Tony and Alex arrived with the medical kit. I gently dabbed the cuts, but it wouldn't stop.

I pressed harder, but the blood kept flowing. 'Stop!' I said. But it wouldn't. 'N-no, STOP!' I screamed. But the bleeding still wouldn't stop. Tears poured down my face, I was quickly moved out the way as Tony knelt down next to his still body and started to help stop the heavy bleeding.

*back to present time*

I was instantly  relieved when Vic smiled and started talking to me. Mike looked at us two.

'I'll leave you two to it, I guess.' He said, standing in the door frame. He glared at Jaime, who was still sitting in the arm chair.

'Oh, sorry.' Jaime said quickly and got up.

Vic and I chatted for a while, mainly him apologising and me telling him to stop, it was my fault after all. We stopped when Tony walked through the door, standing there awkwardly.

'Uhh, can I speak to Vic please.' He said quietly.

I sat up. 'Uhh, sure.' I said, placing a kiss on Vic's forehead.

'I'll be back in a minute.' I whispered to him. He nodded and let go of my hand.

Tony walked over and sat on the edge of the bed.

His eyes looked sad.
'I know the last thing you want to do is talk about it, but.. I just need to know, when you did it.. you know... did you actually want to go all the way.. did you actually want to kill yourself?' He asked.

I hesitated. I guess I had to tell the truth. I nodded slowly. He frowned and shook his head. 'You're worth so much more than that, you deserve to live.' He said simply. I sighed. 'Tony, Im too weak to even kill myself, if that doesn't say something about me, I don't know what does.' I said to him. He frowned again. 'No, it means there's a reason you're here, it means you're strong enough to stay.' He said. I sat there for a moment. Is it true? Does he actually think that? All these thoughts ran through my head.

He placed a hand on my arm.

'Just think about what I said.' He said, before leaving me alone.

And I did, I thought about nothing else..

Woo! That's chapter 12 for ya.
I hope you all liked that chapter it was a bit boring but hopefully the next chapter might be a bit more exciting, I have an idea for it.
Also, thankyou soooo much for 300 reads!💜
Cya in the next chapter😊
Byeeee!
-ObsessedBandTrash💙🐢

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