poetry by a girl who's afraid of herself //

Overwhelmed.

Well now that I'm coming down from my high, I have to deal with that fact that you're gone, no longer mine. You think I want to deal with that? Last night it was "I love you" today it was "I'm breaking up with you". Came out of nowhere, it's like you took my heart and wanted to watch it tear. I thought you felt the same way I did,  but that was another lie. I loved you.. no wait I still do. You were one of the reasons why I looked forward to mornings, I'd turn around and there was that text, "good morning baby" and now every morning I'll only see the reflection of a sad girl who's tired of deceit. Who's tired of getting heat for little things that shouldn't bother you in the least. The high is gone, now I'm back into the depths of sadness and regret, however.. cheers to the girl I long to forget.