poetry by a girl who's afraid of herself //

Over

I thought we were forever,
But I guess that was another lie.
You stabbed me in the back with the biggest smile I'd ever seen.
Like this was a scene from a scary movie. But the only thing that was scary was.. Well, you.

I used to know you like you were apart of me.
Back then just to prove I loved you
I would've thrown my heart and soul into a blender just to pour it out to you.

But I'm different. And you've changed.
You used to be the reason why I woke up
Now your the reason I want to sleep forever.
You were a drug I was so addicted to.
And now I'm going through withdrawal.

You aren't here with me anymore.
Now I lay on the floor.
Broken and shattered.
Bones weakened, blood barely pumping.

And now I realize "forever" is bullshit.
And so were you.
Now it's over.
And I should've known better.