poetry by a girl who's afraid of herself //

You.

Gosh where do I start..
I guess I'll start from the beginning.

You were the first person I fell in love with.
You were the only motivation that kept me going.
And then after a couple of years, you finally noticed me and fell for me.

God was that the best day ever.. Little did I know that happiness just didn't last with you ; with us.
And you left me crushed.

You left me so crushed and yet I still loved you.
Why? Because well.. It was you.

It was you who loved me, who cared for me when no one didn't.

It was also you who destroyed me ; my world ; my soul.

It was all just you.

You know how people always say that one saying, "cry me a river" ?
Well with all the hurt and sadness you've caused me..?

I could cry you a fucking ocean.