Lost My Way

Group Roles

Yesterday, my friend and I were talking about our little group in P.E. class.

I told her that most of us agreed on her being the leader, and she didn't deny it.

My role?

"The one who makes everyone happy."

I kinda stopped and stared at her for a bit, the words not really registering in my mind.

The one who makes everyone happy...?

One part of my mind screamed, "So you're just the entertainer?! The fool?!"

Another part wanted me to smile. "That's good! That's a good thing. Making people smile is a key thing in life."

We continued on with our conversation, my mind still trying to wrap around the fact that I "was the one who makes everyone happy." 

How do I feel now? I don't know.

I don't really care at the moment.