Too good to go (A Kingsland Road fanfiction)

Part 5

Amy's P.O.V.-

"Amy, I'm sorry. Please, it wasn't Nadine's fault! I begged her to tell me." Josh says as we all get out the car.

"She shouldn't of told you." I mutter.

"Amy. I dont wanna be like this, I want us to be friends. It wasn't her fault, I'm sorry okay. Just, forgive me and we won't talk about it. Please?" Josh begs, running in front of me as I start to walk away. He stops and grabs my arms gently, staring into my eyes.

"Fine." I sigh. "But you can't talk about it."

"Deal." He says, letting go of my arms.

"Mate just putting it out there, I'm not going on saw. That crap look scary as." Jay states, pointing to the sky high rollercoaster that dooms above us, screams filling the warm air.

"Ah, you big girl." Thompson laughs as he pushes Jay slightly.

"Shut up Thomps." Jay mutters, giving Thompson a death glare.

"Anyway come on, lets go buy our tickets and whatever." Matt says, as he rolls his eyes at Thompson and Jay's bickering and starts to walk towards the ticket office. Jay sighs and raises his eyebrows at Thompson before running after Matt, Thompson and the rest of us following behind them.

"I really wanna go on saw. And colossus. Oh, and swarm." Josh whispers into my ear, squeezing my hand tight.

"Guys just putting it out there, I know you lot are all going on these massive rollercoasters but I'm staying away, I dont want puke in my hair, this took long." Jay says, making Thompson roll his eyes.

"More like 2 minutes." Thompson mutters.

"Jeez, someone's in a bad mood." I whisper into Josh's ear.

"Yeah, he will be. He's not with his girlfriend, that's why. They're always together, joined at the hip. Dont take it personally, it's nothing to do with you dont worry."

"I never knew he had a girlfriend!"

"Yeah, Lucy. They've been dating for 3 years, but you know, Thompson's too chicken too ask her to marry him." Josh tells me. "ISN'T THAT RIGHT THOMPS?" Josh shouts. Thompson turns round and glares at him angrily.

"I'm not a chicken, I could ask her right now. I'm just waiting for the right moment, actually." Thompson corrects him.

"Whatever " Josh laughs. "As soon as I find my princess I'd ask her to marry me after like 3 days, I'd know straight away." Josh tells us.

"Well have you found anyone you'd even consider dating yet?"

"Nope, none one perfect or beautiful enough yet." Josh smiles, squeezing my hand.

Yeah, he does that a lot. Anything would think we're dating or something.

Ha, I wish. As if.

Damn it Josh.

Stop talking about finding your princess.

Stop rubbing it in!

All it does is reminds me I'm never gonna be good enough.

And that hurts like hell.

I detach my hand from Josh's and rush over to Nadine, who is miles ahead with her hand linked in Connor's. Tears threaten to spill and I approach her as she takes her hand away from Connor's, instantly hugging me.

"Amy? What's the matter?" She asks, worried as she looks at me.

" Nothing, it was just- Josh saying about how he hasn't found his princess yet and how he'll know straight away and-"

"You want that to be you." She sighs, hugging me again.

I don't say anything but nod, tears spilling. Connor was talking to Matt so he rushes over instantly, staring at me.

"What's wrong Amy?" He asks, as Nadine lets go of me and Connor hugs me instead, his warm body pressing against mine.

"Josh said that he-" Nadine starts.

"Nothing, nothing I'm fine." I interrupt her, as I pull away and wipe my eyes.

" You sure? You know you can think of us as friends now, not celebrities. I know you're a fan, but we think of you more as a friend now. You can speak to us you know." Connor tells me, hugging me again.

"Thanks. Thanks con." I mutter, before I turn to start to walk towards Matt and Jay and Thompson.

Josh's P.O.V.-

"What did you do?" Connor asks, as he rushes over to me. He turns back to check on Nadine and Amy, who are both now talking to the other 3 boys.

"I dont know, I didn't do anything. All I was saying was talking about my future princess and how I haven't found her yet and-"

"Are you dumb? Like, seriously Josh? Her favourite boy band member becomes friendly with her, a little bit too over friendly if you ask me, acting like your bloody in love with her or something and then you go and say that? Seriously Josh, I know you tell a lot of fans that you love them but this is too far now." Connor rants at me angrily.

"I didn't realise-"

"No, you didn't. And now she's crying her eyes out cause she's in love with some one who she thinks is way out of her league!"

"Well I'm not being funny, but you do the same to Nadine!" I argue.

"THAT'S BECAUSE I LOVE HER OKAY!" He screams at me a little too loudly, attracting glances from the boys, Nadine and a tear stained Amy.

"So tell her then!" I tell Connor.

"No, and dont change the subject round to me. This is about you Josh, just stop using Amy like she's your favourite pair of Jeans." He mutters, glaring at me before storming off. I sigh and run my fingers through my curly-quiffed hair, emotions and thoughts circling round my mind.

Nadine's P.O.V.-

Ever since Connor had gone over to have a rant at Josh I've been turning around constantly, just to check Connor didn't reveal something Josh isn't supposed to know.

"THAT'S BECAUSE I LOVE HER OKAY!" I hear Connor scream. I turn to face him and so do the other boys and Amy. His crystal soft sea blue eyes link into mine, burning my eyes, before he turns back round and Josh starts speaking to him again. They both say something else before Connor gives up and starts to make his way back towards us.

"I think he means you." Amy whispers, but I don't get a chance to reply as Connor is soon right by my side.

"Sorry about that, anyway come on, lets not let that wreck the day." Connor tells us, smiling. "JOSH, GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE NOW!" Connor screams. I roll my eyes and Josh soon comes over too, joining us but standing away from Amy.

"So what shall we go on first?" Connor asks, looking at us all.

"I dont mind, Amy?" Matt asks, turning to face her. We all watch her but she doesn't look, she carries on staring straight ahead.

"Amy?" I ask worryingly. Her beautiful face has gone a light shade of white, her eyes looking drowned out and in pain.

"Amy?" I ask.

Amy doesn't say anything but looks at me, tears in her eyes that are filled with pain, as she grabs her stomach.

"Amy?" I ask again, even more worried.

And that's all I get to say before my best friend crashes to the floor, the evil darkness taking over her limp body as she crashes down.