Too good to go (A Kingsland Road fanfiction)

Part 28

Amy's P.O.V.-

"Josh! Josh!" I scream through the hot English night air, as I chase after the running boy.

"You're pregnant Amy! Its not even mine! Is it Connors? Matt's? Or maybe even Jay's? I dont know! You're fifteen! Fucking fifteen!" Josh screams back as he turns around to face me in the middle of the pavement.

I'm not telling him. I'm not telling him I was raped. Or should I?  I dont know what to say, it was a random strangers? That's worse! I dont know. I think to myself.

"I'm sorry!" I shout. "It wasn't my fault!"

"Of course it was! I thought I was bad but you! You're pregnant!" He shouts, tears are rushing down his face, he doesn't care.

There's silence between us, it makes me want to cry.

Whatever lead us to this?

"Fuck, I love you Amy, so much, yes I do, but a baby? I can't deal with that, we're going on tour! I'm sorry I didn't tell you but we've got a tour in a few months. I can't help you. I'll look after this baby though. I promise." He sighs, running his hands through his hair as he edges towards me. You know what, fuck it, I'm telling him everything.

"Josh...I want you to be the dad."

Josh's P.O.V.-

"Josh, I want you to be the dad." Her voice says through the hot, late night air.

What?

"Amy..."

"Please Josh?" She begs, her crystal blue eyes staring into mine. "And I'm gonna tell you the whole story." She says. I nod towards a park bench and we walk over, both sitting down, our bums resting on the coloured, shiny brown wood.

"So, whilst I was waiting for you guys to come out, I went down an alleyway..." His face falls. "I heard you guys and I tried to scream and shout but it wouldn't work, you guys couldn't hear me. I- I got raped." She says, looking up to the stars and holding back tears by biting down on her lip hard.

"You were raped?" I ask her, in shock. I made her feel like shit for something that wasn't her fault or that she couldn't control.

"Yes, Josh." She mutters.

Before I know it I wrap my arms around her in an warming side hug, wrapping my arms around her small waist.

"I'm sorry." I mutter. "For accusing you."

"Its fine."

"Is it a boy or a girl?" I ask, and she turns to me.

"I dont know. But I've already thought of names." She smiles.

"Really?" I ask, smiling back. "What are they?"

"If it's a girl I want it to be Jasmine-Grace, and if its a boy I want it to be Oliver Josh." She smiles widely, looking excited.

"Jasmine-Grace Johnson. Oliver Josh Johnson. I like that." I smile, just as excited.

"That's the thing..." She sighs. "I want there last name to be Zare."

I nearly spit out my dry saliva, shocked.

"You weren't just saying that?" I ask, smiling wider than Amy was.

"No, I want you to be the dad."

"On one condition." I say.

This is my chance...

"What?" She asks.

"You be my girlfriend again." I say, smiling. She bites her lip, glancing down at the floor, before a small smirk plays on her soft lips and she shrugs.

"I dont see why not." She says, smiling. I stand up in front of her, jumping off the seat and hugging her tightly, wrapping my large, muscular arms round her small petite waist.

"Amy?" I say.

"Yes Josh?"

"I love you."

"I love you too." She smiles.

"Okay." I answer.

"Okay." She replies.

"Hey." I say, and she looks up.

"What?"

"Maybe okay will be our always." I grin, referring to the cutest movie quote of all time from the fault in our stars.

She chuckles, she loves fault in our stars, and smiles up at me.

"Okay."