Too good to go (A Kingsland Road fanfiction)

Part 20

Klanders P.O.V.-

"Guys, donate to Amy's fund here! Please! M x"

I read another tweet off the boys band account. The past few days, no, weeks, They've been tweeting this. But hey, oh well.

"Mum!" I shout, before rushing down the stairs loudly, asking to donate.

"No."

"But-"

"No." She days again sternly.

"Uh, fine." I huff, before storming up the stairs.

Connor's P.O.V.-

"Where is it? Guys, have any of you seen the form? Jay? Connor?" Josh panics, rushing round the house trying to find Amy's form for her treatment.

"No."

Yes.

"Wait, hang on, I think I saw it in the kitchen like half an hour ago, I'll go check again!" Thompson says, before rushing towards the kitchen counter.

I couldn't rip it up. I had to stop, I couldn't do it.

"I've got it! Josh, I've got it!" Thompson shouts when he rushes back in, form in hand.

"Yes! Who put it there!? I told no one to move it! Come on, we dont have time, we need to hand it in!" Josh shouts.

"Josh calm. We have all day." I try to attempt to calm him.

"I don't care, lets go."

"Ugh." I groan, before following him out the door.

Josh's P.O.V.-

As Connor hands in the form, me and Jason are silently both staring at his sister, also my Girlfriend.

"I love her." I sigh, but mostly to myself.

"I know you do." Her brother answers me. "We can all tell, but do you actually, are you just using her to make your band seem perfect, or are you just dating her because you feel sympathetic for her?" Her brother questions me. "Only you know the answer." He adds softly, after some time of silence.

"No, I do love her, I know I do, of course I do." I attempt to reassure Jason, yet I'm starting to feel like that was more towards myself.

"I just hope you decide soon, before you hurt her." He says, before turning to look out the window.

"Umm...Jason?"

"Yes?"

"This is gonna sound so rude...could you tell me what happened when Amy was younger?"

"As in?"

"There was an event...and the home situation... everything." I breathe.

"Um, I dont think I should tell you the event." Jason sighs.

"Jason, please?"

He looks worried, but starts to explain.

"When Amy was around six, all of us went on holiday but left Amy, and when we came back our parents started abusing her. And then, when she was 7, our dad was still around at this time, a fire in our house started. It was started by me. I was trying to burn something, I have no idea what. But when it went up in flames, Amy got thrown in. Dad locked her in the room, she had to jump out the window. Then when she came back, 2 days later, Dad was gone. He left us. Walked out, with just a note. Not even sorry or goodbye, just I'm leaving you. It broke mums heart, she got even worse and then, that's when Amy got her illness, so Mum disowned her. None of us were allowed to speak to her or anything. But now she's back, and mums gone, I dont know what we'll do. The only options care. I don't want that." Jason explains.