Too good to go (A Kingsland Road fanfiction)

Part 13

Amy's P.O.V.-

Grumpily I storm down the stairs, sleep in my eyes, not saying Hi or morning to anyone.

I walk into the kitchen and get out a bowl, also getting cereal. The kitchen door shuts and as soon as I realise who, I quickly and harshly turn back round.

"Hey Amy." Josh says, smiling. I ignore him and quickly pour the cereal in the bowl.

Could it get anymore awkward?

"Amy, can I speak to you?" He tries to get my attention again by saying.

"Sure." I mutter, without thinking. Damn! Was supposed to say no.

"Um, I spoke to you last night, and you probably didn't hear so basically last night I was speaking to you and-"

"I heard."

"What?"

"I heard." I tell him again, and his face turns from shock.

"How much?"

"Everything." I mutter, and Josh looks down guiltily.

"Amy-"

"Josh, I don't care. I dont fancy you anyway. Why would I?" I say, before pouring the milk into the bowl. I pour it in then put it the milk back, shutting the fridge door.

"Oh, right." He mutters, looking down at the floor.

"Bye Josh." I say, as I walk out the kitchen. Matt goes to say something to me but stops when he realises I would've ignored him.

"You've got your appointment for the hospital in an hour!" Matt screams up the stairs after me, but I dont answer. Brilliant. An hour till I find out when I die.

Josh's P.O.V.-

Oh. What just happened? I was pushed into speaking to her by the boys then this happens? That's not how it was supposed to go, and I didn't know she heard last night.

I can't believe she heard me admit I dont love her. Well did I say that? I dont know.

I don't even know if I meant it.

I creep out the kitchen to try and go upstairs after a few moments, but Connor spots me.

"Wanna explain? The others are upstairs with Amy." He tells me, stopping me in my tracks in front of me as I look round for the other boys and Nadine.

"Not really." I mutter.

"Josh come on. Explain man." Connor sighs, as he walks over to the chair and I follow him. "Amy will tell them a whole different story so at least tell me the real version." Connor tells me, and I sigh as we sit on opposite chairs in front of each other and sink down.

"I basically thought she was asleep last night so I went up and explained how this shouldn't be happening to her and that she'll find someone who loves her more than I ever will and that I dont love her and all that lot."

"Ah wow, you screwed up there." Connor sighs, running his hands through his blonde quiffed hair.

"I know. Worst part is that she wasn't asleep and heard it all." I mutter.

"Jesus man, you're acting like a married couple who don't even date. You really screwed up."

"Yes I know Connor, thanks for the frickin constant reminder!" I growl, furrowing my dark eyebrows together in annoyance.

"I think she hates me." I say.

"Probably, I know I would." Connor replies.

"Whatever. Who's taking her to the hospital?" I ask curiously.

"Matt and Thompson." Connor tells me, and I shoot up instantly.

"What? No! I wanna come!" I moan angrily.

"Josh, it's not a day trip! And you wouldn't like it, its talking about how long she's got left and all her medicines and charges."

"I'm not there to like it, I'm there to support Amy!" I protest.

"Josh..." Connor sighs, leaning forward and gently placing his hand on my shoulder. "She asked me not to let you come." He sighs softly.

"Wha- She did? She, she hates me that much?" I stutter. Ouch. That's painful.

"Yes. And you've probably killed that little girl so I'm gonna go up and see if she's okay." Connor says, getting up and going towards the stairs.

I ball my fists angrily, although I'd never even dream of punching Connor, or hurting him to be exact.

But did he realise what he just said?

Obviously not. He walks up the stairs and pretty soon its just me in the empty, messy room.

A few moments later and Amy comes down, she's dressed and her hair and makeups done, Matt and Thompson following.

"We' be back in a bit!" Matt shouts, and pretty soon the door slams shut. Jay comes down soon after and sits on the chair beside me, but doesn't say anything. Nadine and Connor stay upstairs, I dont wanna know what they're doing.

"Jay?"

"What?"

"Have I really messed up?"

"Well-"

"Does she hate me?"

He sighs.

"That's for you to find out."

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A/N;

Sorry I haven't updated in long! The only time I get internet is at my mums on the weekend and on my youth workers phone but he hasn't got wattpad! So I'm really sorry guys! My dad can't afford the internet at home at the minute New chapter coming soon! x