Bite Till It Bleeds (BoyXBoy/Mpreg)

Chapter Eight

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Ren -

The next morning, Ethan woke me up with a change of clothes. It was an ill-fitting black button up shirt and black boxer shorts.

He didn't say anything nor touch me. I changed in silence while he watched.

Later he brought in a plate of food - an omelet and some toast - but I couldn't eat. My appetite was gone and I was in no mood to accept anything from him.

"Eat." He demanded.

I stayed still not wanting to respond and simply staring down at the plate of food.

"You haven't eaten or drank any water in two days. You'll die at this rate." He said with no particular worry to be heard.

"Then let me die."

"You think I'll let you go that easily?"

Ethan took the fork, broke of a piece of egg and brought it up to my mouth. Unwilling, I slapped his offering away, causing in to fall to the floor with a clank.

Ethan let out a heartless laugh before snatching the plate, throwing it across the room, and smashing it against the wall. I flinched at the unexpected shattering before Ethan grabbed me by the shoulders and pinned me down to the bed.

"Please...stop this. Let me leave." I whimpered out in desperation.

"Tell me, why exactly do you want to leave?" He had a point. Why was I so desperate to leave? 

Why? Because....I don't want Ian to kill you.

I bit my lip and turned away.

Ethan grunted furiously and ripped off my shirt, causing buttons to go flying.

"Stop!"

"Say it! SAY HIS NAME!"

I stayed silent once again and I saw his hand rise, ready to strike.

"Why......this" He stopped, not quite putting his hand all the way down.

"What do you mean?!" He questioned frustratedly.

"This kind of thing....touching me like this. Why are you doing this to me? Shouldn't you do this with the one you love?"

He remained silent, as if taking a second to compose himself.

"You're right. Like anyone could ever love you."

My heart stopped.

An overwhelming pain engulfed my chest. I felt as if I couldn't catch my breath.

Ethan went to touch my neck but I instinctively slapped him away. I didn't want him to come near me. I didn't even want to see him. Having him over me drove me into a state of panic. I tried desperately to kick and hit him off but he snatched my wrists and pushed me down once again. The constraint only made me even more desperate as I helplessly thrashed under him.

"STOP! STOP THIS! LET ME GO! DON'T TOUCH ME! DON'T-" My throat suddenly closed up and I couldn't make a sound. I looked away and tried to hold back but I couldn't stop myself from breaking.

Losing all will to resist, I began crying uncontrollably. No matter much I tried, the tears wouldn't stop and throat wouldn't stop hurting.

It hurt so bad. My throat, my chest, my heart. My cries were the only thing heard in the still room.

Without looking up, I felt Ethan's weight released from atop of me.

Not willing to move, I crumbled to a ball and sobbed into my arms.