My Life (Ross lynch love story)

Chapter 27

*Anna's POV*

I sat on the floor of the bathroom for over an hour. Alone. I ignored all the pounding on the door, everyone pleading for me to come out. Especially Dillon. He said he felt terrible. I sadly don't care right now.

"Anna please let me in I'm so sorry! Please talk to me!" Dillon pleaded.

I shook my head and sighed," You said what you had to say. Just turn on me like everyone else."

"No! I wont, none of us will! Just let me in!" Dillon replied.

"Just....leave me alone. I can't take this anymore," I started looking at my hands.

"What can't you take?" Dillon asked frantically.

"People. Everyone thinking I'm nuts or messed up. You know what? I am all thanks to my parents but I don't need it repeated. I'm...sick of it all. To end it all..." I trailed off, standing up and turning on the shower faucet, not the shower one, the tub one.

Dillon started basically screaming my name frantically and telling me come out. He called everyone else and within a minute, Dillon, Karen, Austin, Ashley, Stormie, Mark, Riker, Rocky, Rydel, Ratliff, Ryland and Ross were all banging on the door for me to come out. Freaking out. I could hear Ross nearly in tears.

I walked to the mirror thing and opened it up and found a blade. I walked into the tub, hearing one of the many people outside, slamming their body into the door, trying to break it down.

I stand in the tub, the water up to my ankles and turned off the water. I stare at my arm and put the blade to it, I didn't cut yet, I just looked at it and memories fled back.

All the memories came back. The bad ones. As everyone screamed flipping out, terrified, knowing what I'm gonna do, I can't help but think of the terrible memories of my life.

Shut up you worthless piece of shit.

Nobody loves you.

You're a mistake.

I hate you! I wish you were never born, you're the devil's child.

I will hunt you down and kill you.

Jim deserved to die.

Go kill yourself.

By the time I thought of all the images of my parents beating me, killing Jim, everything, I didn't realize until now I was sobbing.

I pushed the blade down and pulled it down my arm, blood pouring out as I cut. I cut fairly deep.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.

My blood drips into the water, turning it red. As I'm cutting I started getting dizzy. Everything just kind of goes blurry, not just from my tears. I'm going. I'm finally going to a better place unless it's hell, like my parents said I'd go.

I keep sobbing, tears down my face. Everyone screaming for me to stop. It's all going faint. Blurry. Sound is muffling. I'm having trouble standing.

It's finally the end. My pain is ending. The blade doesn't sting anymore. I'm going numb. I am dying.

The last thing I saw was the door busting open, hearing the cries from everyone.

Goodbye.

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