My Life (Ross lynch love story)

Chapter 51

*Anna's POV*

After the meet and greet, we all trudged to the bus. I walk straight to my bunk, pull myself up and lay down. Im exhausted. I lay on my back and look at stumpy and sigh.

Theres about two inches from my armpit left to give you an exact visual. I have a long light pink scar across it from where the doctor sowed my arm closed. Let me tell, the scar isnt exactly 'light'. Its pretty noticeable but not too bad i guess.

"Anna?" I hear a voice outside my curtain.

I pull back the curtain revealing Rocky," Oh hey Rocky."

"Hey, whatcha doin?" Rocky asks.

I shrug," Just laying in my bunk..."

Rocky nods," Cool. Wanna have some mac and cheese? Everyone else is being a party pooper and went to bed right away."

I laugh," Sure, how'd you know i was awake?"

"You're a night owl," Rocky says walking to the kitchen.

I look at him funny," How do you know that?"

Rocky turns around," Youre up late all the time even when you're exhausted."

I think about it," True."

Rocky chuckles and gets out the macaroni stuff. I come over and hop onto the counter and watch Rocky. "So how are you and Ross doing?" Rocky asks bending over to get a pot out over the bottom cabinet.

"Good, great," i reply.

Rocky comes back up," Thats good. You know, Ross really likes you too. In fact, he loves you."

I smile," Really?"

"Yeah of course! Ive never seen Ross so happy. You dont doubt it....do you?" Rocky starts to look at me worriedly.

I shake my head quickly," No! no no no! Ive never thought about doubting it. I.....love Ross too. And don't look at me like I'm some little teenager who says she loves her boyfriend."

"I wasn't going to. I can tell you love him and that he loves you. Im his big brother, i can tell when hes in love, we all can," Rocky says looking me in the eyes.

Im speechless i mean, i knew Ross liked me alot and even said i love you to me but... Im so scared.

I think Rocky saw my fear," Hey whats wrong? You should be happy he loves you and you love him."

My heart sinks," Loves.....me?"

Rocky grabs my shoulder," Anna, are you okay? Whats wrong? Youre gonna have a panic attack, tell me whats wrong!"

I bury my face in my one hand," Im so scared."

"Anna, of what? Why are you so scared suddenly, you're scaring me," Rocky frantically says.

I shake my head in my hands as i hear another voice," Whats going on?"

I look up and its Riker. Riker rushes over to me," Anna, whats wrong? Rocky, what happened?" Riker puts his hand on my knee in attempt to calm me down.

Im trying to calm down but i can hear my heart pounding in my ears. Then it all starts.

-Flashback-

"Mommy, why dont you love me?" i cry as my mother raises her fist again and punches me hard in the jaw.

I fall to the floor, crying. "SHUT UP BITCH! WE DONT LOVE YOU! NOBODY DOES! GO DIE IN A HOLE! May i suggest CUTTING OR SLITTING YOUR THROAT!" My mother screams punching, slapping and kicking me repeatedly.