My Life (Ross lynch love story)

Chapter 60

A/N- please read the A/N at the end there is something you need to know in it about this book basically! thanks:)

-------------------------

*Ross's POV*

I walk/run out of the bathroom," You're not a freak! That lady is! Don't ever say something like that! Don't say you're not normal! Who likes normal anyway?"

"Everybody Ross," Anna frowns. Her and Riker pulled away when i came out and basically pep yelled at my girlfriend, all good intentions.

"Ill just leave you two alone," Riker says and leaves the room.

"Anna, don't live by what that woman said to you. None of its true! You're not a freak! You can be anything you wanna be," I proceed.

"Thats easy for you to say Ross! You have two arms! You're not the one stared at and given weird looks 24/7! You're not the one whos parents are nuts and try to kill their kid! You're the one with a family..." Anna says the last part quietly.

I look at the floor. For some reason, Im offended and mad. Shes pushing me away! All she ever wants is people to love and help her but all she does is push us away!

"You know what, I'm trying my best to help you but you're not letting me, you're just pushing us all away. So theres nothing any of us can do! you're always like ohhh woes me wah wah and when we try and make you feel better, you're like nooo im fine!" I start to yell in frustration.

"Well I'm sorry that i can't relate to a celebrity with an amazing, tight bond family or you can't really understand what hell I've been through. Sorry im too screwed up to get help!" Anna harshly replies them goes silent, staring directly I'm my eyes, her eyes full of fear, pain, anger and sadness all mixed in.

"I am too," the second those three words come out, in such a bitter way, i instantly regret it. I didn't mean to say it, it just came out!

Anna stares at me in disbelief, eyes about to spill over in tears," Fine if you think that way, we're over."

My heart drops to my feet. She starts to the door, i grab her arm," Wait, Anna I'm sorry, i shouldn't have said that!"

She yanks her arm out of my grip before i can pull her into a hug," Goto hell Ross."

She rips open the door, Riker standing there in disbelief, i know he heard everything," Sorry i had no where to go. Anna don't go, we need to just talk about what happened." Riker steps into the room.

"I'll pass, Ross told the truth finally, what else is there to be done huh? Have a nice life," Anna smirks at me sarcastically, eyes full of tears, starting to spill over, she slams the door behind her.

I sit on the edge of the bed, grab my pillow, and i scream into it. Tears start to come out. I rock back and forth slightly. I throw the pillow to the floor and run my fingers through my blonde hair, grabbing my hair fiercely.

"Im not gonna sugar coat this Ross, what in the living hell were you thinking?!" Riker half yells at me.

"I-i dont know! I got frustrated because all she kept saying was how she was a freak and stuff and she called me a celebrity!" I say through sniffles.

"Oh noooo she called you a celebrity?! Man what next, is she gonna draw you a frowny face picture and you'll throw a brick at her?! She has every right to be upset about today! Thats the kind of shit shes heard all her life! Except that was a lot less worst and sugar coated than what her parents have done to her! She has every right to push us away or at least it makes complete sense! Shes terrified and shes 100% right! We dont understand Ross!" Riker yells.

"I know," I cry out shakily.

"You have to make it right," Riker says.

"She'll never see me and i dont want her to see me like this!!!!" I look up at Riker, tears rubbed all around my face.

"Then i will. Hopefully i can find her..." Riker says walking out.

___________________________

Heyy sorry for the supeeerrrrrrr short chapter.. kinda have writers block and i may have broken my hand (im pretty sure i did) and i still havent been takem to the doctors😩 its been 6 days😭 anyway omg im sooo mad lol i asked my crush (the guy mentioned in previous A/N) he said yeah but he was busy and that he'll give it to me later tonight! Yeah he never did....that was a week ago😭😭😭💔 maaannnnn and everyone thought he might like me back💔💔 hopefully he just forgot but if he forgot this long then he foesnt really like me back:(😭🙍💔anyway i will make the next chapter extra long plus i think the last one was super long... Sooo good news!! THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL TO THIS STORY!!!! THIS FIRST BOOK WILL END SOON BUT THE SEQUEL WILL BE UP SOON AFTER THAT HAPPENS!!! THIS 1ST BOOK ISNT OVER YET THOUGH!!!!! i seriously have no idea what to title so PLEASE COMMENT IDEAS!!!! PLEASE!!! Because when this book ends and i cant think of a title, itll just take longer for me to post it!!!! SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!!! Thanks to those who doXx if i like it ill mention it in the next chapter along with your username! ohhhh how special lol thanks potato chips!!! (i call all my friends that lol bae, friend, bestie, bff ect. Is too main stream.)