I am searching for the one I can't see anymore...
Your whole world meant nothing. You know it was your fault in the first place. You shouldn't did that to him but you were so confident about it. You wished you could freeze the time,you'd go back to him & shower him with your endless love because ever since then,you knew he was the one for you. But,you're stupid for using him for your own good. Yes,you are SELFISH!
"Fine,we're over then. Don't you ever LOOK at me again!"
His words hurt you.
You remember when...
Your friend challenged you to flirt with Luhan -the new student who happened to be the cutest boy you ever met- and make him fall for you in 7days. You were so confident that you accepted the challenge without any hesitation.
Four days later,you did it! You were 'officially' dating Luhan but it was only because of your friend's challenge. '3 freaking days to go & it's over.'
You remember when...
Luhan over-heard your conversation with your friend. And,you knew that was it. You were totally doomed! Even though you've won but honest-to-God,you've FAILED.
Luhan appeared from nowhere,his face was flushing red. You could tell he was angry. His gaze was different. It was full with anger yet sadness. As you looked inti his beautiful pair of eyes,you thought it was telling you,'How could you do this to me,*y/n*? I love you..'
His last words slapped you across the face. He said he doesn't want you to lay your eyes on him starting from that very moment.
You didn't know what to say but there were tears in your eyes.
You still remember...
That evening,it was raining heavily but you didn't give it a single damn as you walked. You let the rain washed you. You walked in a very low spirit;thinking of Luhan. Shit! You liked him.
His words ghostly haunted you.
"...don't look at me!"
And the last thing you could remember is...
A car hits you & everything went black.
****
as you woke up,everything was black. Black. And that's when it hits you...
Luhan's words has came true. You won't look at him again;for eternity. Because... You are blind.
"Don't worry,Luhan. I won't look at you. I've lost my eyesight. I deserved it."
END
