Shattered H.S

F O U R T E E N

Running through the parking lot
He chased me and he wouldn't stop
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Grabbed my hand, pushed me down
Took the words right out my mouth
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it

♡♡♡

*Trigger warning*

M A R C I E

I sat on the floor playing with the toys that Harry had brought me from the toy store. 

My favourite thing was probably the make your own markers set and the LEGO set. It was amazing how I could make my own scented pens and how I could make these tiny bricks into anything model I wanted. 

I wasn't lying when I said I had never been to a toy store or played with any children's toys when growing up. The only toy I ever played with was a gun. The water gun Doctor Andrews gave me was hidden under my pillow. I wasn't sure if Harry knew about it or not but I was hoping he didn't, I wouldn't want him to ask any questions. 

Harry is my best friend. Which is strange to say since I've never had a best friend before. It was kind of him to bu me all these gifts. It was something I hadn't often had happen to me; someone buying me gifts out of the blue. Mary and Jonathan would buy me gifts every now and then but nothing too big. 

I colour in some of the blanks in my colouring book that Harry had gotten me. The book was full of princesses for me to colour which Harry had told me were from Disney movies, whatever they are.

As I was colouring one of the dresses in yellow, Doctor Andrews came in with a woman following behind him. I looked at her strangely and wondered where Harry was. "Good evening Marcie, Harry had to leave early because he was going out with a few friends of his. He was hesitant to leave but I told him it was okay since he's been working a lot of extra hours. He told me to tell you not to worry and he'll back as soon as the sun rises." 

Doctor Andrews looks at me with a knowing look which makes me want to hide away. "This is nurse Jane and she will be taking Harry's place just for today." 

Jane smiled at me quite shyly. She had blonde hair tied back in a low ponytail and her figure was tall and skinny, she looked as if she was in her early thirties. She had kind eyes but they weren't the same as the green eyes I had come to love. 

"Now Marcie lets see what's been going on then." Doctor Andrews sat down in the chair he usually sits in when he comes into talk. Jane stands beside him with a clipboard and pen in her hand.

"How is it with Harry being your new doctor?" He asks and I nod slowly. 

I only want to talk to Harry.

Jane writes stuff down as Doctor Andrews looks at his bit of paper, "It says you've improved quite a bit Marcie. You're talking to Harry and you've learnt to read."  I nod again.

There's silence as Jane writes stuff down onto the paper and Doctor Andrews looks at the questions he wants me to answer. He leans forward a little and makes eye contact with me, causing me to turn away from him. "What about the voices Marcie?" 

My head feels heavy. They haven't occurred oftenly but I'm still cautious of when they will occur at some point. Maybe they're letting me take a break from being their little bitch for now. But i doubt it, he never did. 

Harry makes them go away and I'm glad he's always here with me so they don't often make an appearance. He stays with me until I fall asleep and he's right there when I wake up. My nightmares are still there but he does everything to remind me that it's all just a dream and it calms me...Even though my dreams are real and have already happened.