An Amalgamation of Words

wishes?

I wish I knew more words,
I wish I could think of rhymes,
I wish I could sleep all day,
I wish I'd had more time.

I wish you'd stay away,
I wish you'd leave my mind,
I wish I'd went away,
I wish for some haven to find.

I wish I never wrote a word,
I wish I wrote better ones too,
I wish these words meant a damn thing,
I wish I could forget you.

I wish I'd just grow up,
I wish I'd just move on,
I wish I'd get over myself,
I wish this was all gone.

I wish my mind was clear,
I wish my thoughts would stop,
I wish my head was healthy,
I wish this weight would drop.

I wish it all were perfect,
I wish it all were right,
I wish I wasn't such a fuck up,
I wish to be slight.

I wish I could help you,
I wish I could help myself,
I wish I didn't feel so strongly,
I just wish to be someone else.