An Amalgamation of Words

i know, it's annoying me too; but i couldn't think of anything else

It makes sense
or at least it does to me
I can't seem to actualise it
so that you may too see
I have this idea
sitting soundly in my head
but when I try to tell you
that cerebration runs dead
and I can't make it work
nor can I seem to explain
why my thoughts work this way
and how to work my brain
I guess I see things differently
or maybe your perception is askew
I'm not thinking revolutionaryly
I'm thinking of the unnew
but you're thoughts seem quite boring
I'm sorry that was abrupt
I promise I was raised right
but sometimes I just can't shutup
sometimes I talk for too long
or too much but mostly too loud
because little girls should stay quiet
and never should they seem proud
I'm going off topic again
this wasn't what I planned
my mind is making it's own sense again
and I guess it will carry on that way