C 18: Book 1

Unraveled Lies 🙌🏽

Cyn POV

I woke up in a bed, all bundled up in bandages and a blanket. The tv was on and the game 2k was playing. I slowly turned over and saw Lucas sitting there with a blunt between his lips. He paused the game and looked down at me. I smiled small at him.

Lucas: hey babygirl." he mumbled, he leaned down and kissed my cheek.

Me: hey." I whispered back. I looked around the room and tried sitting up. Lucas helped me up and I got out of bed. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself.

Me: how come I can't feel anything." I said

Lucas: because you're on pain medication. You won't feel anything for another hour." he said getting up and leaving the room. I examined myself in the mirror. I caught the side of two hands prints on my thighs. The memories of what Karl did to me flashed in my head.

Lucas: come hea.." he said as he stood at the door...but I didn't budge. What Karl did to me kept playing through my mind and I couldn't bring myself to move to Lucas. I just stared at myself in the mirror with a blank expression. I saw Lucas come up behind me, he grabbed my waist and walked me back inside. He stood me between his legs and began to change my bandages.

Me: I froze." i said staring past his head. He looked up at me with his eyebrow raised, pausing to move the blunt to the other side of his mouth.

Lucas: you froze what." he said turning me around,

Me: I-I let him..do it." I said beginning to cry.

Lucas: Cyn-"

Me: I let him force himself into me..I-I-I laid there while he.." I broke down and started crying, I was crying at the fact that I didn't try harder, that I let myself freeze up like that. Lucas turned me around and pulled me into a hug. Rocking me back and forth as I cried. It reminded me of how Craig did me, when I said no he'd still do it, and I froze.

Me: Craig." I said pulling away from him. His expression darkened over and he stood up towering over me.

Lucas: what did you just say." he said

Me: T-They mentioned Craigs name a couple of times." I said

Lucas: saying what." he said taking a draw from his blunt and blowing it out.

Me:...saying that "this is craig's ex" something along the lines of Craig asked us to do this.." I mumbled the last part and wiped my eyes. Lucas folded his arms and nodded his head, he took another draw from his blunt before lighting it out and putting it behind his ear.

Lucas: come on." he said grabbing my arm.

Me: wh-where are we going

Lucas: to school." he grabbed his keys and his phone

Me: wait wait wait Lucas please no," I said yanking my hands away. He looked back at me with an expression that scared me.

Lucas: you coming or you going." he said sharply

Me:..I'm staying-"

Lucas: so you gonna stay here. Huh?"

Me: after all that's happened I just wanna stay home..no more drama-"

Lucas: nah fuck that!" he yelled making me jump.

Lucas: anyone that had and part..any any any knowledge of what happened needs to be seen!" he yelled getting louder.

Me: lucas I was just-."

Lucas: nah fuck anything you gotta say." this time we attracted some of the boys. Drebo and Sammy came down the hallway and looked at us.