C 18: Book 1

HBD Cyn 🥳

Cyn POV

Me: ahh lucas shit." I said gripping his hair. He held my sides down as he went in, making it hard for me to move. Besides it being a "special day" me and Lucas were still at odds. He just been distance, and it felt forced when he went down on me...but I didn't say anything..I just needed to feel him again in this kind of way.

He kissed up to my neck and then my lips, letting me taste myself. He sat up on top of me and licked his fingers off. I sat up and stared at him

Lucas: so." he said.

Me: what." I said putting a rob on. I went and started the shower.

Lucas: what you wanna do today." he said coming in the bathroom.

Me: Lucas it's nothing serious-"

Lucas: it's your 18th birthday mama, what you mean it ain't something serious." he said.

Me: I won't enjoy it." I said

Lucas: why?"

Me: because I know how you really feel..." I said dropping my towel. I pulled the shower curtain back and Lucas helped me in.

Lucas: what you mean." he said a little far.

Me: I mean every since Craig cornered me you have kept your distance." I scrubbing myself. I turned and put my hair under the water rinsing it.

Lucas: Cyn look." he sighed.

Me: what." I said pulling back the shower. I grabbed my towel and stepped out.

Me: you need the shower." I said pointing behind me.

Lucas: yeah thanks."

I nodded and went into the my room.

Lucas: babygirl you not going anywhere...I know I ain't been speaking to you as much, and that was because a nigga had to get over his own insecurities."

Me: about what." I said pulling out some leggings a shirt.

Lucas: you and that nigga."

Me: Lucas."

I heard the shower stop and him step out.

Lucas: yeah."

Me: never in my life would i ever fall back for Craig...ok..I...I-I'm here for you." I said stuttering.

Lucas dried his hair and put a towel around his waist.

Me:..I don't need him." I said getting dressed.

Lucas: shit I know you don't, just looked liked that when he cornered you." I smiled and turned to the left looking in the mirror. I could feel Lucas starring at the side of my face.

Me: what."

Lucas: nothing baby." he said walking into his room. I shrugged it off and went downstairs.

Sammy: hey cynthia." he waved.

Me: heyooo." I went into the kitchen and saw Neva.

Neva: bitchhhhh." she said pouring her some tea.

Me: what hoe." I said looking in the fridge.

Neva: so we are taking you out."

Me: we who."

Neva: the girls of course." she said pulling my hair.

Me: girl." I said turning around to her.

Neva: what."