The Bad Boy Next Door

28: Home

(Clair's p.o.v.)

I woke up gasping for air. It felt like I was being choked. Adam ran up to me and started comforting me and massaging my temples.

"It's okay. The headach will go away this time. I won't let you have another seizure. Please, please be okay." He said tears raising to my eyes.

"Adam, I'm okay. I'm okay, and I remember. Everything." I replied and I smiled.

"Y-you're really okay?" He asked.

I nodded. He lunged forward and kissed me with so much passion and I kissed back with an equal amount of passion.

His hand slid to the back of my neck and he layed me back onto the bed. He nibbled on my lip then went to kiss my jaw and my neck. I let out a small moan and he smirked against my neck. Once he pulled away he looked in my eyes and I looked back in his.

"I missed you so much." He said.

"I missed you too." I replied kissing him again soft and sweet.

"He's gone and he's not coming back." He said. "You're gonna have to tell me about everything that happened because the doctors said you had to tell me, bit we can worry about that later." He finished and ran his fingers through my hair.

I smiled and nodded. After he left to get the doctors I sighed thinking about the events that led up to the hospital. A tear made its way to my eye thinking about what Logan had done to me. I was worthless, I felt like nothing. But I didn't want Adam to worry so I held myself together until her got back into the room.

The doctors said that I was allowed to go home. Once Adam brought me home he carried me up to his room. "You've gotten so light." He said.

"Well I was in a coma for three months and was only able to consume fluids." I said sarcastically.

He sighed and looked down. "Yea." He said quietly.

"I'm sorry." I said. I grabbed the sides of his face and kissed him gently.

I layed back and Adam climbed on top of me kissing my jaw. His hands were grazing my waist where my shirt had risen up and his hand before they slipped down to the top of my pants. I gasped and shoved him off me before sliding into the corner where his bed met the wall. I curled up in a ball and tears welled in my eyes.

"Clarity, what happened? What's wrong?" He asked. He began to climb on the bed and come near me but I cowared away from him.

"Please, don't touch me. Please, please. I'm begging you. Please." I cried.

"Clair, I wouldn't ever hurt you." He said.

"I-I, I need. P-please. I-I need air." I said. He opened the window and I crawled out of it and onto the landing on his roof.

"Please tell me what happened." He said.

"H-He, L-Logan. H-he raped me. I was used, I'm worthless. He came in that room while I was asleep and held me down the raped." I cried. "He did it right before you came. I-I feel like nothing, like a whore."

"Clarity, you're not a whore, you're not worthless. I would never do anything like what he did. He was a horrible person. An asshole. I-I love you so much, and I hate that he did that to you. You're so much more then just looks. You're everything to me, and I'm not letting what happened to you get between us. He didn't give a shit about you. I will never let anyone ever touch you again. I promise." He said a tear traveled down his face and I wiped it off.

He wiped of the many tears on my face and kissed my nose. "I love you so much. So much." I whispered.

"I love you too." He responded.

He grabbed my hand and led me back into his room. He wiped all the leftover tears from my face, put on a movie, then layed down with me in his arms until I fell asleep.

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I shot up from the bed, tears were streaming down my face. I couldn't breath. It was like someone was strangling me. Adam sat up and had began to wipe the tears off my face.

   "What's wrong?" He asked.

   "The memories. Everything he did to me. It's replaying in my mind. Make it stop." I cried. he pulled me into a cradle in his lap and ran his fingers through my hair slowly.

   "It's okay, it's all over." He kept repeating in a soothing voice.

   "Make it stop." I said softly.

   "Babe, I'm sorry there's nothing I can do. I wish I could take it away but I can't. I'll be as strong as I can for you bit you need to be strong too." He said looking in my eyes. I nodded my head and hugged him tightly.

   He kissed my head and we layed down. I buried my head in his chest as he rubbed small circles on my waist as I drifted back to sleep.

(Adams p.o.v.)

   I hated seeing her like this. It's hard to look at someone you love and see that they've fallen apart. I have to put her back together, me.

   She continued to shake and wimper all night, and I couldn't sleep in fear that she would wake up crying again. I just held her to me tightly while she slept. When she finally woke up and saw me awake she furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.

   "When did you get up?" She asked quietly.

   "Doesn't matter. Just know I'm here for you." I replied.

   "O-okay. Are you alright?" She asked suspiciously.

   "Yea, I'm great. I just came to terms that I have to do whatever it takes to make sure you recover completely. I'm making it a promise." I said kissing her softly.

   "Awe, you're so sweet." She said.

   "Yea yea. Now, what's for breakfast?" I asked.

   "I'm not making you anything. You can make me something." She replied.

   "Alright. What would you like?" I asked.

   "Pancakes." She said excitedly.

   "Let's go." I yelled picking her up and throwing her over my shoulder and running down the stairs with her squealing behind me.