I woke up to someone humming and playing with my hair. I groaned.
"stop humming I'm sleeping." I said trying to smack the person.
"well goodmorning to you too." calum laughed.
"i dont wanna get up." i whined.
"then dont." i turned around to see him.
"we should do something today..." i thought aloud.
"what would you wanna do?" he asked. i thought about it for a while. when everything i thought of sounded boring, i finnally said
"lay here."
"sounds like a ton of fun." he said smiling. i just stared at him, i always do that for some reason. his dark brown hair was messy, it looked so cute. his eyes looked tired. and when he laughed, his whole body shook. his perfect white smile could cure cancer, seriously. i started thinking... why would someone so perfect be with someone like me? im a mess, im unfixable. if thats even a word.
"watcha thinkin bout?" he asked. i sighed.
"you really wanna know?"
"mhmm."
"well...i was thinking about you..." i admitted. he smiled
"what about me?"
"just how ...." i sighed. "why would someone as perfect as you wanna be with someone as broken as me?" i asked honestly.
"Melody, you know im not perfect. and i dont care how broken you are, i care about you, and i promise i can fix you. you just have to let me try."
"i know, but cal, im just scared. im not used to someone having feelings for me or anything."
"well, i do. i think you are so beautiful, and you have an amazing personality. if i could be with anyone in the world, it would be katy perry. but that will never happen, so it will always be you." he said, causing me to laugh.
"are you hungry?" he asked.
yes.
"no."
"are you sure? i havent seen you eat in a while." he asked concerned.
"yea, im sure." i smiled to try to show him that i was fine.
we lay there until day turned to night, one of us occasionally getting up to use the toilet or get something to eat. it was currently around 9 pm.
"Mel, we should do something."
"well i cant think of anything, so how about you think of something?" i asked while playing with his hands.
"i dont know, go to the park or simething. go around town." he asked. it was a crazy idea, going to a park at 9 almost 10 at night. but, thats why i loved it. it was weird and crazy.
"okay." i smiled. he got up and i did too. i put on some shoes and so did he. then i put on a pair of pajama shorts and a long sleeved shirt. ut was pretty warm out, and honestly i couldnt give 2 fucks if someone saw me walking around in pajama shorts. i was finally ready to go. when we were walking out the door, i thought of something.
"wait! i have an idea." he stood there confused as i ran back in to my moms room and grabbed her truck keys, and then my room to grab a ton of blankets. i ran back to meet cal at the front door.
"ok, since i have no clue how to drive, you drive my moms truck, ok?" i asked.
"what are you doing?" he laughed.
"were going to drive it to the middle of nowhere and sleep in the back, ive saw a picture of it and it looked so cool." i admitted.
"okay, but dont be mad if we get lost."
"how could i be mad about that? it would be pretty fun." i said
"you are something else." he chuckled. i smiled, thats how i liked it. i didnt like being like everyone else, i loved being different. we went out my moms old noisy truck and i threw the covers in the back and climbed in. calum started it up and man was it loud. the moon shone really bright and the starrs were beautiful. i couldnt get luckier. i turned on the radio and started to dancing to it. calum looked over to me and laughed, i just smiled. i felt so free.
"i love this song" he said.
"me too" i smiled
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