I woke up to someone singing Be Alright by Justin Bieber. I looked to see who it was, and i saw Calum. When he notice i woke up, he stopped singing and smiled.
"Morning beautiful." he said while kissing my nose. I giggled and blushed, and closed my eyes again.
"Heyy, don't go back to sleep on me!" Calum pouted. I opened my eyes and looked into his and smiled. I didn't feel like talking much today. I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, brushing my teeth and combing my hair. I walked out to see Calum looking at me.
"Are you hungry?" he asked. I just shook my head no, smiling.
"Why aren't you talking?" he asked looking sad. I shrugged my shoulders.
"Noo, don't do this to me! Talk to me!" he pleaded. I just laughed and shook my head.
"Alright...you asked for it." he said. I turned my head to the side and scrunched up my eyebrows. What did he mean by that? Then, he came lunging toward me and tickling me. My face felt hot and I couldn't breath.
"Stop! Stop! Please! Calum!" I tried yelling inbetween fits of giggles. Im a very ticklish person, dont judge me.
"Yay! You talked!" he smiled.
"Are you happy now? I'm talking. Hi Calum." i said laughing.
"Hi Melody." i just laughed again. I love how happy he makes me. Isn't it ironic, how the thing that can make you the happiest, can also make you the saddest. I just sat there staring off into space when I heard a beep. I looked to see Calum on his phone, and he looked upset.
"Uh, Mel, sorry but I have to go, the boys are going to meet fans and they want me to come. I'll be back kater, okay?" he said kissing my cheek and getting up.
"Yea, i'll see ya later. Bye, Cal." i said giving him a hug. Then he walked out of my bedroom door, and he was gone. I threw myself on my bed and huffed. I felt so tired. Thats what depression does. It makes you feel tired, and you have no motivation what so ever. You feel like you cant do anything, and no matter how much sleep you get, youll always feel the same amount of tiredness. if that makes since. say, you got only around 5 hours of sleep. you feel tired. but the next night you got about 9 or 10. you feel the exact same as the day before. i sat there thinking and thinking and decided to get my laptop. i opened it up and went to my new twitter. i saw pictures of the boys meeting fans. but one of them caught my eye... it was a fan with Calum. she was absolutely stunning. Jet black hair and bright blue eyes, she literally looks like a doll. I instantly got jealous and envious. I've always been the jealous type. Maybe its because my self esteem is lower than my grades. I saw her name was Nicole and other fans talking about her, and how Calum gave her his number. I got really mad and upset when I saw that. Did that really happen? What if he turns out liking her way more? Its going to happen. I know it. Shes prettier than I'll ever be. I'll just have to go on and act like it doesnt bother me. I got bored of that stuff and got off my junk laptop and just lay down, staring at the ceiling thinking. I can't wait until Calum comes back. He always knows how to cheer me up. He's always been my sunshine on a rainy day.
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