4 years later and I'm back. Holy fucking shit. I totally forgot all about this tbh. I was only 14 when I wrote this, now that I'm 18 looking back, this shit is so cringey. I feel so horrible for not finishing this, but if I continued it now, it'd be totally different, and not so gay lol. Um also seeing that this story has almost 50k reads makes me want to cry because I was young when I wrote this and honestly the way "Melodys" life was was based off mine and it was super fucking depressing and even my last update was when I got out of foster care and being placed in shelters and it's hard for me to believe that was 2 years ago but I did get put back last year again and I'm back now for good... but I'm not depressed anymore I have been pretty content with life like yeah everything sucks but I don't want to waste my life being sad all the damn time over gay shit lol so if I did continue it wouldn't be so depressing which i think is a good thing honestly and I'm kind of just jumping around here I don't even really know what to say but I'm so sorry because I know this story needs to be finished but I have went through so much shit since and totally forgot about this. I honestly forgot my username and everything I literally just spent like an hour just trying to find this story so I could remember my username lol.... I just figured I'd give an update and just see if anyone was even still reading this.
