Our Future||Dan Howell X Reader

Are You Ready For An Adventure?

You find yourself eating more everyday and having to buy a bigger bra. You and F/N are sitting on the couch in the lounge, scrolling through bras at an online store.

"Watcha doin'?" Dan asks, plopping himself next to you on the couch.

"Bra shopping." You speak without looking up at him.

"Um... okay..." Dan says awkwardly. "Can I ask why?"

"BECAUSE SOMEBODY HAS GOT SOME BIGGER BOOBS." F/N announces quite loudly. "YOU'RE ONE LUCKY MAN, HOWELL."

You facepalm, regretting the fact that you asked F/N to help you. "Death. Please. Now."

Dan laughs wrapping his arm around your shoulders. "Aw, you're cute, Y/N."

"Shut up, Dan." You laugh looking back down at your laptop screen.

You haven't told anyone the whole 'being pregnant' theory yet. Only you and Phil knew. You didn't want to tell anyone else. You were scared, actually.

What if we're wrong? Or worse... WHAT IF WE'RE RIGHT??

I don't really want kids yet... Me and Dan just got married and I figured we'd wait at least a few years. What would Dan think? I don't think he's ready to have a kid yet... Hell, I'M not ready to have a kid yet.

You're deep in your thoughts and now suddenly you're scared. And very paranoid. "Well," You slam your computer closed, quickly standing up. "That's enough shopping for today. I'm gonna go to bed. See y'all later."

And you quickly run out of the room, hoping to find Phil in his room. And he was. "PHIL."

Phil jumps, quickly stumbling off his bed. "WHAT?"

And you break down. You tell him all your fears about our theory and how you're mostly scared about what Dan might think. 

He tells you Dan will be excited.

"He's not going to leave you, Y/N." Phil begins rubbing your back as you cry into your hands. "If that's what you're afraid of."

"I know." You whisper, not having much energy to talk. You wipe your tears, sniffling. "He'd never do that to me... I'm just afraid."

Phil hesitates, giving you a small side hug. "Maybe you should tell Dan."

You freeze. You knew you should tell him. It's wrong that you're not.

What aren't I telling him? What's the wrost he could do? Yell? It takes two people for this to happen, meaning it's half his fault.

No... you were scared he's going to break down. But, you can't have him breaking down because you're breaking down.

If he's breaking down, you need to be there for him. But if you're both breaking down... you didn't what then.

You shake your head, wiping your face with your sleeve. "Phil... tomorrow you and me are going to the pharmacy and getting a pregnancy test."

"Without Dan?"

"Without Dan."

Phil nods, rubbing your arm. "You sure?"

You nod. "I'm sure."

You soon leave Phil's room after you make a plan to go to the pharmacy tomorrow after breakfast. Just as you're closing Phil's door behind you, Dan is walking up the stairs.

Shit...

"Hey," Dan greets as he walks down the hall towards you. "I thought you were going to bed."