2 months laterDespite my attempt to quit smoking and using and drinking i failed, I'm a failure and everyone knows i signed with scooter everything is happening so fast i just found out I have lupus i went to the doctors because I got extremely sick and that's when I started using again i tried so hard i read the bible i went to church with Justin and i tried
i was hanging out skipping school in the bathroom "check this out" i got my lighter than started a fire in the school bathroom the sprinklers on the ceiling went off "shit" i grabbed my bag we bolted
Next day they called me down to the office i walked into the office justin was there oh shit "Jade sit" the principal snapped i sat down in the chair next to Justin's chair "what the hell did I do now" i snapped "you started a fire in the school bathroom" "bish how do you know it was me" "Jade you started a fire in the school bathroom" justin snapped
"well jade i found this when they put out the fire" she handed me the lighter i took it "and it was your name on it" "honestly jade how could you be so stupid, twice you did this twice" justin yelled
"so what expell me" "no you need something more so I have assigned you to help out in the community" she said i stood up angry "look lady you must have your tampon to far stuck up your ass if you think I'm working in the community" "JADE" justin yells "the senior citizens center" "fuck no"
i got a text from Hunter "who is that?" Justin asks "Hunter" i told him "what does it say?" he asked "party at my house?" i read
"sure" i replied "no my mom said you and 3 other people actually my mom doesn't know about it "Are you going?" Justin asks "fuck yeah " i told him
"what kind of party is this?" he asked "i don't know" i told him "you coming it starts at midnight?" He replied "it starts at midnight" i told him "what kind of party starts at midnight?" Justin Asks"i guess I'm coming" i replied "you are going?" Justin says "yeah he's my friend" i said "awesome bring beer?" he replied "beer?" I replied "beer" Justin says "no absolutely not you are not going" he yelled "okay dad i'm gonna pretend to listen to you" sarcastically
12 o'clock i arrived at the party with beer everyone was drunk except hunter he waited for me "hey open a beer come on were playing spin the bottle I opened one not
thinking and took at gulp we went into the living room and sat down next to Hunter i was wearing (pic above) the bottle landed on us i kissed him passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away
3 am
Everyone at the party was either high or drunk unfortunately hunter and i were both drunk off of 8 beers and high off dope we drove to my house and walked into the house kissing "WOOO" hunter cheered loudly "sh justin lives here" we continued to make out
5 am by this time the alcohol and drugs started to where off i was so ashamed
"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE" justin screamed hunter left "jade are you drunk and high" justin snapped "yes" i told him "I thought you changed you were clean" "i messed up" I told him "yeah you did "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, LEAVE I GAVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE GET OUT" "get out of my life until you stay clean and sober be a 16 year old"
he screamed i broke down in tears "JUSTIN" i screamed i ran upstairs packed my suitcase with clothes and left for good i cried and cried out i took the car he bought and the rest of my money and I vanished i drove to Texas and checked into rehab for drugs then for my lupus
it's January 3rd right now the rehab is 2 month and the one for lupus is 6 months i walked into the building not knowing what to expect they checked my back and made sure I only had clothes they checked my car also they showed me to a room and
I told no one i was here i turned my phone and tablet completely off and put it in a locked safe i changed into something comfortable then all the girls of the program ate and had group
When I left i was almost new person i was extremely weak and sick it looked like I was still on drugs i packed up and moved to the next rehab for lupus it was difficult to a ju st and I was extremely sick at first I got cut my hair short and I stay in my room most of the time I am finishing school here as well I've also been writing music alot
Justin's pov
We still have no idea where jade went i feel like it's my fault I told her to get out of my life and she did I hope she's alive
Back to me
6 months laterI've been hiding in the dark for 8 months I wrote about 100 songs in therapy i drove to to scooters house in California i made sure justin wasn't there then i knocked on the door scooter answered
"i need a 2nd chance" i asked "come in" I walked into the house he shut the door "you can stay in the guest house there's a home studio in there we will start on your album tomorrow then as soon you get paid your out" "OK please don't tell Justin" "okay"
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I fully got settled in the guest house I started recording songs I wanted for the album i stayed up to 2 am hunter broke up with me before rehabNext day
I recorded songs all day long and picked out a release date for my first single bad liar with the video then scooter started promoting it3 days later bad liar was released today and hit number one in nine countries i got my instagram back i deleted all the pictures and unfollowed all the people then followed scooter and Yael, Kendall and Kylie Jenner, Khloe Kardashian i started following justin
I posted the cover of bad liar with the caption bad liar out now I gained 50 million followers in the last 4 hours