" "Justin i wanna die let me die please i want the pain to go away" she cried even more and still shaking rocking back and forth
"i don't know what you want me to do" i told her "make it stop" she rocked back in forth "i can't i don't know how tell me what's wrong" i feared
"I'M IN PAIN" she screamed crying and fighting me to let go of her "take the pain away justin take it away" she said still shaking and crying i started crying "HOW TELL ME HOW" i screamed "i wanna die let me die please let me go" she cried even more and breathing heavily "I CAN'T" i screamed crying so hard
"please i wanna die let me die please let me go let me go i wanna die let me go let me go" she repeated over and over again fighting me to let go and give up "Let go justin, let go justin let me go please let me go" she was still shaking and rocking back and forth
crying out loud i was scared to death to let go i tighted my grip around her "let me go, let me go" She fought me through gritted teeth
"LET ME GO" she screamed crying and fighting me still and got out of my grip she stood up and ran away i ran after her i chased her until she ran back into her room and shut the door and locked it "NO" I screamed crying
" OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE I BEG YOU" I screamed banging on the door nothing was said i eventually used all my weight and knocked down the door i ran into the room she was trying to jump out the window i stopped her and picked her up
she was crying fighting me to stop and lett i laid her down on the bed she tried to get off a couple times i pinned her arms down and sat down on her straddling her while she was fighting me
"JADE STOP" I screamed crying so hard the tears were hitting her she was shaking and crying "just let me die please i want the pain to go away" she said shaking i heard the ambulance siren and let out a few shakey breaths i got off off her aware of what she might try to go but she just laid there
I picked her up bridal style and carried her to the couch everyone was standing there looking at us and by everyone I mean Cameron, hailey, my mom and dad, my stepmom, and selena scooter and her doctor i sat her down on the couch i stood up and walked over to my dad
Back to me
scooter and my doctor came in with everyone else the doctor checked me out "can you take off your shirt for a second" she asked i looked over justin was staring at me i looked at the doctor and took my sweatshirt off she took my blood pressure my blood pressure is low she took my temperature "low blood pressure, fever, swolen feet, rash on cheeks, we need a IV in you right away" she told me I put my sweatshirt back on
Next morning I spent the night at the hospital i was wearing (pic above) i was covered in a cozy blanket i wasn't familiar with i felt so weak and sick it opened my eyes and looked around Justin was sitting in the chair sleeping i looked away from him he woke up "good morning" he told me
"yeah morning" i told him scooter came in with the doctor she helped me up out of bed i could barely stand "we have to cancel the rest of your tour you have to go back to treatment" scooter says "but my fans are going to be heartbroken" i said
"jade you're health is way more important please get help" justin says "why would you care, this is your fault" i snapped "how is this my fault, you're the one who cheated" he snapped i walked passed him hitting his shoulder making him turned What the fuck I'm so done crying about that loser i walked out of the room
Scooters pov "nice going justin she's in so much pain because of you she hates herself because she hurt the love of her life, you dumbass and she's weak because you are dating hailey and she regrets even dating you so yeah it is your fault" scooter says and walks out i sighed
Back to me I walked out of the door and was greeted by Cameron i smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck he wrapped his arms around my waist and pecked my lips then pulled away "how are you feeling" he asked i shrugged my shoulders "look Cameron i have to go back to treatment for lupus I'm gonna be gone for 3 months" i told him "so were breaking up" he said i nodded "its okay" he told me
