"Yeah okay asshole I love you, but if you tell anyone I'll beat the shit out of you, but I like your face so I'll leave that alone" he grabbed my leather jacket near the bottom
and pulled me closer "oh my god I want Justin Bieber to fuck me" I joked he chuckled "you thought" I smiled he kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away
"Um what the hell" my mom asks "mom" "no get it together your not allowed to date him HELL NO I FORBID YOU, YOU CANT DATE YOUR STEPBROTHER" She screamed at me a tear came down my face "mom" I screamed
1 week later
I met a boy at school his name is hunter he is super nice I thought this could be the way I could get over Justin I'm wearing (pic above #1) "whose this" justin asked sounding upset "this is hunter, hunter this is Justin" I said
"hunter come downstairs I dragged him into the basement" "so what do you want to do" I asked Justin came down "can I speak to you" he asked "um yeah" I told him confused he
grabbed my wrist and pulled me upstairs "who the hell is that why I thought we had a thing" justin
snapped "my mom said, you heard her" I told him "since when the hell do you listen to your mom" he snapped "don't you think it's weird that we have a thing" I asked "no, you know what forget it , go fuck Hunter" "justin" I yelled
I went downstairs and hung out with hunter he kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away I was now in his lap kissing him
2 days later
I was sitting on the couch kissing Hunter
2 weeks later
I was sitting on Justin's lap we were playing truth or dare and Dakota moved to California I was wearing
(pic above #2)
"Jade truth or dare" Dakota says
"Dare" i said
"Okay remember i was talking to you that one day and you said i'm in love with someone i can never be with if he's in here i dare you to kiss him" he said
"i can't it would ruin everything" "just do it" I looked at justin again he looked at me i grabbed his face and kissed him passionately then pulled away
"you're in love with me" Justin said i got off if him and ran outside i sat out side on the porch justin came out side
Hunter came up to me and sat next to him I kissed him passionately then deepened the kiss I was in his lap
when Justin comes out
I pulled away and looked at Justin he had tears in his eyes he was hurt I got off of hunter and stood up "justin stop sit" I demand he Sat next to Hunter I I looked at Hunter "hunter I like you, but your to nice for me, I don't know what I want, I started
hanging out with you because my mom told me I couldn't date Justin but I kissed Justin tonight" I explained "justin I'm sorry I kissed you" "why did you kiss me?" asked "i don't know" i was refusing to look at him and still crying
"look at me" i looked at him "you do know i know you know if your in love with me say it or show it no one is
stopping you, show me what you want" he snapped "yes there is something stopping me, hunter" I told him "um if you love Justin then be with him..I just want you to be happy" he told me
He stood up and kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away "goodbye" he told me he left
"Justin if I pick you everything will change nothing will be the same" i said "don't you want it to change" he asked "i don't know" i cried "i want to go for a walk do you want to come" i added
"sure lets go down to the beach" we stood up And I put my shoes on walked down to the beach "this is beautiful" i told him "you know we've known each other for 4 months and i've never seen you in a bathing suit
i know you cut but didn't you stop" he said "no i did but you know that i lost a lot of weight because of drugs but i still have stretch marks" i said "so your just with me and i don't care about what your stomach looks like so
come on lets go swimming"
2 weeks later
I was in my room about to get high again when justin walked in "no jade stop drugs aren't the answer, stop this do you want to end up in prison for the rest of your life, getting high is not a solution to the problem" he yelled at me crying
"Well what the hell am I supposed to do justin I'm in pain i hate myself " i yelled at him my mom came in with a police officer and
the guy I never wanted to see again was standing in front of me i snapped I heard police sirens go off i stood up and looked out my window the officer forced my hands behind my back and pinned me against the wall I clenched in pain
The police officer held me back facing everyone
I looked at my dad "you did this to me, you broke me, get away from me I hate you" i struggled in the hand cuffs "aww princess its"
"don't fucking call me princess, get the fuck out of my life, I hope you die, get away from me" I snapped "jade who is this" justin asks "the sperm donor" he looks at me funny
"my father, my worst nightmare"I confessed my dad got closer to Justin "get the hell away from him, your not gonna hurt him too" I screamed struggling out of my hand cuffs he punched justin "JUSTIN" I screamed "i did this" my mom says
"mom, you did this, you called the police on me, mom why what are you doing" i snapped I clenched my face in pain
"I'm sorry officer i didn't know, Jade this is for your own good" my mom says i looked at justin he was crying
"I'm sorry jade i had to tell her" he confessed "YOU ASSHOLE YOU DID THIS.....I don't choose you, justin find someone else, GO FUCK YOURSELF" i snapped he cried more
Justin put my shoes on me then I stood up "how long" I asked
"3 months in prison and one month in rehab" the officer told me the tears came down my face "I'm sorry" justin tried to hug me I snapped "don't fucking touch me, I hate you" i was walked out of my room and put in the back of the police car
