"what raise a baby jade what are you talking about" he asked i broke down in tears then tears streamed down my face "i'm late" I cried "you lied to me too" Justin says "'I'm sorry that's why I was upset i didn't want to lie but I just didn't know how to tell you and I thought I was good because I am on the pill but I switched
pills and I took the morning after pill but It was to late and I waited to long and I think i don't know but I'm sorry we've been so careful and I'm sorry i thought you were gonna break up with me i couldnt lose you again
i couldnt but I'm sorry i can't do it by myself" i cried "i'm sorry i love you and I don't think you're cheating on me i was just mad I shouldn't have lied but hey you lied to me too you said everything was fine that you started your period but I'm sorry" he brought me into a hug i wrapped my arms around his waist i
cried into his chest "sh jade it's okay it will be okay just quit apologizing baby we did this together were in this together" he told me "how justin i can't be a mom i'm 19 I'm still trying to figure out the world I'm not ready physically or emotionally i can't handle it justin what if I'm not a good parent what if I'm
not the best mom i can be what if there's someone better i want her or him to have the best what if this is the wrong thing to do or what if I'm not pregnant and I'm just late then what's wrong with me" i asked
"jade come on the best is standing right here if your pregnant then we will be the best parents that we can be we won't be perfect but what parent is" justin says "justin I'm 19 I'm scared" i told him "I am too but we can do this" he told me we let go "I'll get a test tomorrow morning and then we'll go to the doctors to confirm okay" he told me I nodded we went upstairs he gave me a tshirt i shook my head
"what?" He asked i shook my head again "oh" he got it he tossed me his hoodie and a pair of my leggings i put the outfit on and we went to sleep
Next morning 7 am
I woke up in bed alone justin comes in "you ready to take this" he asked i shook my head "its okay whatever happens I'm here for you always" he said i grabbed the tests and walked into the bathroom and shut the door "babe do you need help" he asked "no i'm okay" i told him i took the three tests then finished going
to the bathroom then i put them on the paper towel i wiped and stood up and flushed and pulled my underwear and pants up i washed my hands and opened the door "now we wait" he walked into the bathroom I sat down on the counter "justin I'm scared what if I'm not a good mom for him what if there's someone
better i want her or him to have the best what if I'm not the best for him or her I'm 19 I'm scared to death to raise a baby were not ready" i said "no one is ever ready for a baby but we're in this together and i will do anything" he said
5 minutes later "its time" he said "you look i cant" i told him "we will look together" he told me I nodded we both looked all three were positive i broke down in tears "justin I'm pregnant" i cried "we don't know that for sure but according this were gonna be parents" he said "why aren't you crying" i asked
"because i'm happy why aren'tyou happy" i got off the counter " because i'm 19 justin I'm 19 who the hell wants a baby at 19 i had my whole life to get married and have kids I'm still trying to figure out the world and this is
your fucking fault if you you would of realized that you forget the Condom i could of taken the morning after pill the morning after but no you fucked it up and this baby deserves better parents older parents who are dying to bring a little one home I can't raise a baby" I snapped " Jade your not giving our baby up for adoption" he said "then I'm getting an abortion" i told him his mouth dropped i walked out of the room and left the house i went home
