2 am i was sound asleep i woke up to Jaden screaming i looked at justin he was holing him trying to comfort him "i know baby im sorry daddy's here" he said i stood up and walked over to him "he's hungry" justin handed him to me i started breastfeeding him i put his blanket over him and fed him "thank God for boobs" justin said "justin drew bieber" i said "sorry babe i love you" he said
I finished feeding him and then burped him then justin and i sung be alright until he fell asleep we went back to sleep
2 years later
Jaden is 2
"YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANNA LEAVE GO, GO ON TOUR BYE BUT DON'T EXPECT ME TO WAIT FOR YOU WHEN YOU COME BACK. YOU'RE LEAVING ME FOR WORK THANKS FOR NOTHING WHAT ABOUT YOUR KIDS" i snapped "what do you mean kids?" He asked "what nothing" I lied "don't lie to me" he said "im not just get out just leave" i snapped
at justin he left and went on tour before I told him i was pregnant again
11 months later
justin and i are getting a divorce he chose to be on tour so whatever is the first time we've spent apart for thanksgiving it was all over the news how we are separating i'm upset at him i have two little kids jaden is 3 and our latest baby is Chloe she's 2 months old it's about 3 weeks till Christmas I'm upset he left but I'm more upset he never came back
Justin wants to see the kids hes never met Bella even though she has his last name and he knows that shes his kid i'm still upset at him for leaving but i don't want us to get divorced i love him and i want to give him a second chance
Jaden is playing with his toys while I feed Chloe i had the blanket over her "i can't do this anymore i can't take it any more i'm exhausted and I can't do it by myself anymore i just can't
I know everyone wants me to be strong but i'm not i can't take it any more someone help me i need help I'm broken and I was so stupid i thought we were gonna beat what people say about celebrity marriages we were gonna be that couple that lasted bit no I've lost hope1" i broke down
the door bell rang i walked over to the door and opened it, it was justin "what are you doing here aren't you suppose to be on tour" i sniffled "are you crying" he said
"no, yes, I don't know what are you doing here" i said "are you feeding Chloe" he asked referring to the blanket over my boobs "yes answer my question" i snapped "i came to see my kids both of them" he
"daddy" jaden squealed and hugged him tight "come in" i said not happy because he was already in the house and shut the door and locked it "hi baby are you being good for mommy" he said "no" i walked away i finished feeding chloe then pulled my shirt up and burped her then cradled her i walked over to justin
"justin meet Chloe your daughter" i said he was speechless i handed her to him "shes so beautiful she looks like her mommy" he said "you think I thought she looked like you" i smiled "daddy are you staying for Christmas" jaden says
"um I don't know" he says "daddy put the tree up" "mommmy didn't put it up" he asked looking at me "no" i said "daddy help mommy she was crying before you got here she can't do it by herself anymore that's what she said, daddy come back" justin looked up at me i had tears in my eyes
Justin put Chloe in the baby swing "is that true" he asked me i nodded "i'm sorry i left i didn't know you were pregnant i should of stayed i'm sorry why didn't you tell me you were pregnant" he said "because i couldn't i thought you would think I was lying and to be honest I wasn't ready for another baby justin you basically got me pregnant then left " i told him
"I'm sorry" he said "paparazzi media everyone broke me i was destroyed by millions of people who loved you and hated me they destroyed me with what they said" i cried he wiped my tears
"Will you give me a second chance please i wasn't even on tour i was in my tour bus but I was at my dad's house i couldnt go on tour when you kicked me out i was broken too" he said
"Daddy put the tree up" i looked at justin "i give you a second chance" i said he smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up i wrapped my arms around his neck and legs around his waist "i missed you so fucking much" he said i cried even more i kissed him pasionately then deepened
the kiss then pulled away "dont leave me ever again" he was crying too we all put the tree up and decorated it and then i went upstairs i pumped like 5 bottles put them in the fridge and took a shower and changed into (pic above) then walked downstairs
"um" justin said holding Chloe without touching her butt she was covered in poop I giggled and took her and walked upstairs and into her nursery i changed her diaper and her outfit and then cleaned everything up and walked back downstairs to justin i handed
her to him and went to the bathroom i used the bathroom then wiped and stood up and flushed and pulled my underwear and pants up walked over to the sink i washed my hands then went back out to Justin
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Justin and i never got a divorce we loved each other to much to separate we were made for each other
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~The end~
