6 days later i was wearing (pic above #1) was looking in my full length mirrior i looked at my stomach "no i can't be pregnant can i" i thought to myself
this was going through my mind all week did we use a condom i should be fine I'm on birth control pill but I'm on a new one and oh my god I went on my phone and went to my contacts😍Justin😍 i texted justin
Me: did we use a condom?
Him: um I think so
Me: you think so? 😠
Him: what why are you mad
Me: because you need to remember
Him: okay I'm sorry i bought a new box
before I left for the air port I'll see
.....
Him: we didn't use one.....
me: JUSTIN!!!
Him: What you're on the pill aren't you?
Me: yes *technically that wasn't a lie*
Him: then you should be fine
Me: yeah I guess
i texted Selena
Me: come over now!
Her: why what's wrong
Me: um....
Her: period?
Me: worse
Her: what's wrong then
Her: oh no your not pregnant
Me: I don't know
Her: justin?
Me: yeah.
Her: I'm gonna kill him
Me: I need him
Her: okay then I'll hurt him
She arrived at my house I let her in and shut the door
"Okay I'm here so what made you think of this" she asked
"Well i thought about it the night we you know but I thought I was good because I am on the pill but I switched pills and I asked justin if we used one he said no "he didn't tell you" she said "well first he was like I think so" i said "did you take the morning after pill" she asked i shook my head "is it to late" I cried "i don't know i think it's five days after" she said "oh no what do I do" i asked "talk to your boyfriend" she said "i can't" I told her
"Well are you late" she asked "no i'm not supposed to get it for another 2 weeks"
"Talk to him he will understand" she said "selena I can't i lost him once I can't lose him again he means everything to me what if he breaks up with me remember" he told her "jade you have to" she said i took the morning after pill and I'm on birth control so hopefully I won't be pregnant "i'm not going to tell him until I know for sure promise me you won't tell him" I told her
Selena's pov
"Promise" i crossed my fingers behind my back
3 weeks later
I went over to Justin's house and Got out of the car wearing (pic above #2) I got out of the car in the freezing rain he was standing there looking at me i was already soaking wet we went inside and shut the door
"are you fucking kidding me justin" i snapped "what" he said "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU THINK I'M NOT MAD AT YOU WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING OH I KNOW THAT I WASN'T GOING TO FIND OUT" I yelled in anger "YOU LIED TO ME I THOUGHT WE WERE DONE WITH SECRETS WELL I GOT A BIG FUCKING SECR..." i yelled but stopped myself
"what secret" he asked "nothing" "i don't understand what the problem is" he asked "You went to a fucking strip club justin that's the fucking problem and you lied to me" I yelled crying "Jade what the hell is wrong i hung out with my friends I drank and had fun baby what is the problem "you lied to me" I cried i Broke down in tears
"what the hell is that little secret about what that you're cheating on me again" he asked "ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF OVER YOU AND YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT TO YOU AGAIN JUSTIN I THOUGHT YOU TRUSTED ME BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG AFTER EVERY FUCKING THING I PUT MYSELF THROUGH FOR YOU AFTER EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN THROUGH I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU THINK I'M CHEATING ON YOU" I screamed crying so hard "then what the hell is your big secret" he asked
"JUSTIN DON'T YOU FUCKING GET IT THIS IS ABOUT SO MUCH MORE THEN YOU LYING AND AND DRINKING HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO RAISE A BABY TOGETHER IF YOU LIE TO ME YOU LIED TO ME AND ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT JUSTIN " i wiped my tears
