That didn't answer my question are you still in love with me" he asked he leaned in and kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away i looked at him "goodbye justin" i held his key in the air "keep it, it was a present" he said i shook my head and put the keys on the counter "goodbye" i said
2 months later I got ready for the American music awards i got my hair done and makeup done my nails done and i got ready in (pic above) i walked on the red carpet i posed for pictures then this interview lady walked up to me "here she is" she said i smiled and waved to the camera "how are you, how are
in this point in your life" she asked "im happy I've been amazing i feel so good i am so happy right now" i told her "that's good to here so I have to know you look incredible explain who are you wearing" she asked "aww thank you everything is balmain my dress and boots are balmain as well" i told her
"you look beautiful and you look so healthy" she said "yeah I gained the weight back i weighed 100 pounds and that isn't normal but I went to treatment and I came out like a completely different person" i explained "have you talked to Justin since" she asked "yeah I have but I was in so much pain
i was so broken i was labeled as a cheater our world came apart and I hurt the love of my life and I hurt myself more than I hurt him i think i loved justin and to do that to him i cried every night i started cutting myself stuff people said to me plaid through my mind over and over again and when Justin started dating her
i was in more pain i destroyed myself" i told her "and you said loved are you over him" she asked "yes i just recently took all his stuff i ever had and put it in box and i took all of our pictures together down from around my house I cried looking back at them but I had to i was destroying myself i wanted to die because
of what I did to him i tried to kill myself twice the one time was scooter who stopped me the second was Justin but i feel so good now I'm so happy" i told her "that's great so are you single" she "100 percent single I'm not looking for anyone either i mean if it happens it happens but I'm happy being by myself and I
don't want to hurt justin because he told me he misses me and I'm not ready I love being independent and being by myself so I'm not dating him or anyone else I love Justin i always will but I'm not in love anymore and I want him to find someone who treats him like a king but no i'm single " i told her "so is it a hope for you guys to get back together" "um I don't deserve a second chance he wants to give me one but it's not a hope
"thats great well enjoy the rest of your night" she told me "thank you" i walked away i posed for the camera i walked down the red carpet i saw
Justin posing he looked over at me i walked down posing for pictures we were right by each other i was looking down at my outfit justin was standing right next to me he wrapped his arm around my waist i looked up at the camera and wrapped my arm around his waist we posed couple pictures together then I walked away
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The show started
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Almost over
"Here are the nominees for favorite female artist *nominees* "and the winner for favorite female artist is" The announcer says then opens a elvoype "Jade Rebelo" he said i smiled and stood up everyone stood up and clapped i hugged scooter and ari who were sitting next to me then i walked on stage they handed me my award
"this is so amaxing thank you so much um i don't know what to say It's been a hell of a ride but you know what it was worth the fight..*they clapped for a while then stopped*
