"So how are you guys i love Toronto but Canada will always have a special place in my heart you guys have some of the best artists from your country drake my personal favorite and also some of my family, is ftom canada like my step-dad jeremy and Pattie shout out to pattie i love you but anyways I love
Toronto it's beautiful and you want I love more then toronto, the Toronto maple leafs so I'll be back" I ran back stage and changed into (pic above) and put the Toronto maple leafs jersey on then walked back out on stsge the audience went crazy the music to Nick Jonas's chainsaw song started i was confused nick same out on stsge the audience went crazy I was like fan girling my mouth dropped he started singing
"I'll take a chainsaw to the sofa
Where I held your body close for so long, so long
Walk in the house, lights are off
In the closet by the door, there's your coat
I wasn't thinking of you before
Too many rooms in this house, so I keep going out
What the hell is that about?
We gotta find a way to be okay" he sang walked closer to me I started singing
"And maybe I'll just take a chainsaw to the sofa
Where I held your body close for so long, so long
I'm gonna break the fucking china
'Cause it's just one more reminder you're gone, you're gone" i sang facing the audience
"When I get home, TV on
Drink in my glass, better make it strong
Some nights wanna fill this space
The tight dress and a pretty face
Keep finding things that you left on purpose
Did you plan that your timing's perfect?
Gotta find a way to be okay" he sang coming closer to me we sang to each other
"Maybe I'll just take a chainsaw to the sofa
Where I held your body close for so long, so long
I'm gonna the fucking china
'Cause it's just one more reminder you're gone, you're gone" i sang
[Both]
We were building brick by brick
Now it's just a quicksand home, yeah
So I'll take a chainsaw to the sofa
Where I held your body close for so long, so long
I could put a sign in the lawn
But it'd mean that I would wanna let you go
And I don't wanna let you go
I could put a sign in the lawn
But it'd mean that I would wanna let you go
And I don't wanna let you go
[Both]
I'll take a chainsaw to the sofa
Where I held your body close for so long, so long
I'll burn everything that binds us
Take a lighter to the mattress and run
We were building brick by brick
Now it's just a quicksand home, yeah
So I'll take a chainsaw to the sofa
Where I held your body close for so long, so long
Yeah, so long" we sang the song was over we hugged each other then let go "so i heard you're a big fan of mine maybe we should do collaboration" he said i nodded
He smiled
Justin's pov
I noticed Jade's wrist and there were cuts on her oh no she looks so thin and weak her
Back to me nick left i was singing i felt dizzy i stopped singing "um I don't feel so good " i told them I ran off stage I threw up twice in the thrash can then I walked out on stage "sorry guys I'm okay" i lied to them
Justin's pov jade ran off stage and came back and acted like like nothing happened and said she said she was okay but I know she isn't look at her she doesn't look healthy hailey looks over at me "justin she's not okay, look in her eyes" she told me I looked at jade hailey was right
Back to me I finished my setlist "i love you guys have a good day and remember be strong" i walked off stage i threw up twice i showered I changed into something comfortable (pic above #2) then walked out of my dressing room
I lost 20 pounds and being 120 pounds before isn't good i cut myself because I don't know what else to do i'm not strong I'm weak I'm broken inside and no one knows I'm depressed and i feel alone and no one knows on my bus I was greeted by all the celebrities that came
